Stephy_ying's stories...

Happy birthday to me :)

2011-09-07T23:33:00.002+08:00

oh yeah~ it has been a long time I didnt post anything up here. Since today I've done nothing and received lotss of greets. yeah~ thanks for my friends greeting me.:)
And today, my mum was so hard to give birth to me, so i did helped her today a whole day to FETCH my siblings @@ but oh yeah~ that's my job for today actually, i shouldnt play a lot, but help my mum ;) (but i still can celebrate with my friends on weekends ;) hehe!)

okay, some of my best friends might curious what i had been done lately, actually nothing much too... except being a driver, I'm a tuition teacher now. I'm giving tuition to a junior 1 student and I'm still finding some others now... alright, who need a tuition teacher, find me ;) all science subjects and maths also can ;) haha

well for only these two months, i've already travel 3 times.
1st, 3 days, penang, went for ielts test and played with my uncles family in sungai petani, went back to KK suddenly cos my aunt went into hospital.
2nd, 6 days, KL, with irene, siung, hong jia lok, and jan jan :), nice trip ever, you can look at my photos on FB as well :)
3rd, 7days, actually i went there for study, but kena reject by uni, unfortunately, my a levels results with a C. damn... haha... but not bad, at least i travel once again :)

these 3 times, more than enough, i dont like KL much except got sales over there ;) cos too bad, i'm not that suitable the weather and food over there. everytime i came back from there, i definitely will sick... damn again. haha. and i dont like to fly too... i hate to wait the plane myself, boarding myself and go airport alone. i became more and more independent, but i just dont like alone as well.

there were lots of thing happened in my life recently, as i mentioned above, my aunt went into hospital, then i got experiences to stay hospital every late night and slept every day time for a week. wao. haha. and i joined a performance, the 1st time i was stuck inside LRT and my friends were outside, the 1st time i take photos underwater, the 1st time i went to travel in whole KL with only my friends, plan by using my ipad every night, stay together :) and i went to airport and KL to meet my friends alone, the 1st time i climb up trees 17m height and play between the trees OMG, the 1st time i play flying fox, the 1st time i join stretching course and stupid dancing course in CORE FITNESS. lol. etc..... too many ady...

oh yah~ again, i mentioned above, i rejected by my IMU and gonna resit one sub soon:) going to IS tomorrow and register :) its okay for me to stay in KK. and luckily i didnt go KL... I dont really like KL life, too noisy, busy. Now then i can earn money myself and learn the sports i wanted to learn for so long :)

About coincidence, i did meet my two friends coincidentally. one is Bryan, another one is Christopher... pretty? omg. cant imagine, two i also skipped ;) just that i did tell bryan i saw him but not chris. i guess, he is not my friend anymore right? idk... its okay, I'm not going to do business. so dont worry, its okay to have less friends LOL!

actually... i did slim down, but i fat back!!!! damn... i'm going to re--slim myself. haha. cos my mum went to kuching for one week and that one week, i everyday eat outside food, so guilty. i spent almost a month to eat less less, but i only spent few days to re--earn the fats. damn man... haha

and for today, the 1st greet on fb is josie, phone is bryan (dont know who remind him la, i guess i know ;)) haha, and i'm waiting the last :)

thanks for Xeer and Pau's cute voice, i smurf you guys~

I ADDICTED TO SMURFS! i wanted a keychain of it very very very very very much la... where to buy? hmm... i dont even see a shop is selling it :(

wow! i posted tons of words... friends, if you wanted to read then read, if too much, its okay:) haha! but my recent news, thats all :)))

p.s. i love my friends, but today, my friends are busy and all gone. I hope i can celebrate with them :(((

My greatest day...

2011-06-13T01:44:00.006+08:00

Woke up at 9.30 am this morning, bath and waited xeer to come my house. Thought that she'll be on time, how i know, she slept over!!! HAHA! CAN'T IMAGINE that right? this kind of case... shouldn't be happen on her isn't it? then she stayed at my house for a while... showing her some nice stuff and keep talk to her... i got really a long time didn't talk to her face to face actually... just always used call... after that we went to eat something nice... BAN MIAN!!! we wanted to go to one of the ban mian shop in damai(i forget what the shop name already XP) but it closed.. so we went to 'cha gi diam'... well... as long as we ate ban mian then okay already... cos that's what she was craving for... HAHA! XD

In the afternoon... we watched Fast 5 at my house... and was keep eating snacks... with her... sure we two will keep eating... cos she that... we can call her SNACK QUEEN! hahahhaa... she better dont view my blog.. will get scolded later.. XD btw... she really ate a lot... almost every kind of biscuits, keropok, chocolates, she tried... omg right? my house now got a lot of snacks cos my cousins just came back from Ipoh and bought lots of biscuits, i bought keropoks too! XP

Till half of the movie, we two went out and she was pei-ing me set my hair... she was soo pity... sat there and played her Ipod for an hour long... @@ after went home then straight away make up... no time to take photo with her then she went home...

tonight, its the greatest night for me... i love my dress, heels, and of course! my friends... and friends are always the good ones. I'm so happy that tonight i'm with all my friends.but not with a date. <3 so relax and doing myself all day long... not like last time... i wasn't regret... but after i experienced... i prefer this time... wow! i can laugh loud loud... dont care whoever i dont really want to see... haha! btw... i really didn't see her... just that irene mentioned me about her, then i remember... and and, i didnt wear my spec... so i can't see clear... all in my eyes are only my dearest friends... <3 and i love the most its the time we gathered up and talked about the truth between our friends at Starbucks... the 1st time... we were soo true to tell each other our truest thoughts... yes! we told each other about.... *secret XD gonna continue tomorrow during the trip...

and, Once, when i wanted to go out to take photo with irene, irene reminded me... he was outside... i told her, ' so what? he's there then there la... its not important at all!' people thought that i talked about this very 'xiao zhang' ... but... its true enough... really... so what... i even wanted to take a photo with him and say bye bye forever to him... HAHA!

anyways... i kinda regret didnt bring camera... i wanted to take photo with those i dont really close to them one... so that... i can... remember them next time... XP really scared to forget them in the future... we thought that we won't... but for me... that may be will happen on me... aih... anyways... this world still got a website call FACEBOOK! aha! but... do you think that it will last longer than friendster? so... remember to update yourself and add all the friends to another newer 'device' that can let us to contact each other then...

okay well... I'll upload some photos at here next time... for sure... not now... i need to wait my friends to upload... and YAY!!!! going to TRIP tomorrow!!!! that's what i love!!! friends... omg... i love you guys... nvr got a lover that can replace my friends anymore... and... p.s. I WON'T GOT A BOYFRIEND IN THIS YEAR! i dare to say it... boyfriend? there's no a such word in my dictionary yet...

and oh ya! my brother, bryan's birthday reaching... what i gonna do? aiks... planned! really need to thank him for supporting me for soo long... even these few days... he seems like not choi-ing me quite a lot... but still... remember the goods of the people, but not the bads! present, still need to be arrived. He's the best brother that i got in my life time... So at here, happy birthday to him 1st...

Names...

2011-06-10T19:46:00.002+08:00

Please never name your child as...

Anne Chang
肮脏

Anne Chin
安静

Faye Chen
飞（灰）尘

Carl Cheng
（福建）屁股

Monica Cheng
（福建）摸你屁股

Lucy Leow
（福建）你死了

Jane Tan
煎蛋

Suzie Leow
（福建）输死了

Henry Mah
恨你妈

Corrine Tai
（福建）可怜代

Paul Chan
破产

Nelson Tan
鸟生蛋

Leslie Tong
垃圾桶

Carmen Teng
（福建）脚毛长

Connie Mah
（客家）看你妈

Danny See
（福建）等你死

Rosie Teng
（福建）螺丝钉

Pete Tsai
（福建）鼻屎

Macy Koh
（广东）没死过？

p.s. i dont mean it if you had the same name as above... just for fun... XD

Long holidays..

2011-06-08T00:12:00.006+08:00

okay well... i never got holidays more than 3 days since i had finish my primary school.

this time... i got 2 months.... its 2 MONTHS!!!! please...

2months!!! how to overcome it? will i miss this kind of life again after i go study?

May be will or will not... sure i will... now... i started to miss back my high school life... the life for 5 years that i never had holidays more than 3 days... of course except the end of each year, i think i got one week every year... b'cause i got camps, and lots of orchestra stuffs to do...

the 1st time i feel that i'm so wasted at home... my mummy dont even scold me for study those... just... just... sometimes ask me to do some housework... thats all... haha... i wish to have this kind of life when i was doing exams... but surely... not now!!!

Was watching tons of drama series, and i'm doing my English homework now... now? yes.. now!

see... see... i almost forget about i still got a pretty important exam is coming... 2 essays... I'm going to write 2 essays now... and i totally feel uncomfortable to hold a pen now.. can you imagine that? When you got long time didnt hold a pen... then now you hold back.. you can feel it... @@

Just now, was something funny up... Okay... well... well... I'm not going to tell them out... b'cause its kinda embarrassed actually.. haha!

hmm... to be continue.... for my recent news...

need to do my essays now... a description of graph and an argument of there should be the one international language that everyone agrees to learn and speak... i dont like essays... @@

goodnight to everyone 1st.. <3

Appreciates friendship

2011-05-26T00:40:00.005+08:00

We should have to appreciate everyone around us..

especially the friends those are supporting you,

my friends, those are always be with me...

Anyways, i'm still agree this statement sometimes,

'everything comes with a reason'..

Its all because of people do find you randomly, sure have a reason behind.

but i would like to add on.. this statement...

'NOT everything comes with a reason'...

is for all my dearest friends that are always be with me..

WE do find each other without a reason randomly... as caring.

Xeer, understand?

love friends <3

Luck

2011-05-19T11:36:00.002+08:00

last night, someone borrow his luck for me..

and today, YAY!!!!

p.s. great enough!!

p.s.s. thanks joanna, and the someone^^

Officially half dead!

2011-05-18T22:23:00.003+08:00

I, Miss Stephy Khoo!

IS OFFICIALLY HALF DEAD TODAY!

p.s. feels like crying.. my bio paper 5 did wrong a big part. gone at least 10 marks.

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts

2011-05-18T00:32:00.005+08:00

According to this song 'jar of hearts', hearts could be collected by jars. And by the way, loves too. We could collect the loves by the jars that we gave to the previous lover back and slowly transfer to a particular people. And at the same time, we don't care the particular people whether appreciates our loves. As long as we gave, hoping the particular people knows. :)

thought of this song, made me think about this.

p.s.

insomnia kills me.. i can't sleep, and thought of this song.. blah!

p.s.s.

my bio paper 5 tomorrow, i'm nervous with it? impossible. I'm still blogging here.. Blah! again.

p.s.s.s.

i got to sleep back now.. If not panda eyes on me, cannot concentrate well in exam.. Blah!!!

p.s.s.s.s.

tomorrow, mine, joanna's exam and bryan's test. good luck to we all... and GOD BLESS!

Exams started.

2011-05-14T23:47:00.006+08:00

Exams started, but.. I'm still watching drama everyday...

Oh GOOD enough!!!!! I'll die faster.. @@

okay.. i'm killing myself by doing this actually.. haha!

by the way, I always pay it back at night, you know?

haha! my night time almost spent in my study room for hours, like sa po with the books.. HAHA!!

Anyways, i'm still doing good... not dying yet..

And I'm getting weird these days.. may be talked too less..

talked like keep answering people's question with nonsense, till my mum cannot tahan me at home.. and asked me to shut up, better dont talk.. HAHA!

Okay well, my 'sick' would be better after exams, and hang out with friends EVERYDAY..wakakaka.

Sure i will.. but where's all my friends?

are you all coming back soon?

love ya friends. <3

p.s. good luck for my exams.. and joanna's... and bryan's.....

对不起不是你/陈慧琳

2011-05-14T23:25:00.000+08:00

Another old song, i would like to share with my friends...

I have listened to this since i was 12 years old.. ^^

But i still like it very very much.. every phone i used before sure got this song.. hahaha!

Listen to it, and enjoy!

错的人

2011-05-11T19:27:00.002+08:00

This is a nice song i ever listened to... so meaningful!

Lets see part of the lyrics i like the most..

愛得太真太容易讓自己犧牲太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易不顧一切滿是傷痕

我太笨明知道你是錯的人

明知道這不是緣分但是我還奮不顧身

可能在愛裡面這樣算笨
可能永遠沒有所謂永恆
但是我不願放棄這裡面一點點可能寧願笨也不想要悔恨

p.s. my facebook account deactivated, so friends, please noted yea.. cannot find me there anymore... i'll activate it back after my exams :)

p.s.s. sorry yeah, i remember i got a friend, i promise the people i won't say i stupid.. but this... is only lyrics... you know... ^^

Frog in the shallow well XD

2011-05-11T08:18:00.006+08:00

Lets talk about something funny as my 'breakfast' of today. LOL!

Who? Peninsula people..

My gosh... i got two friends, one went to Peninsula, another one went to Taiwan.

Okay well, first of all, we look at what my friend posted...

Sorry to those who come from semenanjung, but hell!!!!
You noe what Questions the semenanjungs asked me???
1. So.... did you take a boat from Sabah to Semenanjung?
(Damn... we have aeroplanes.. we have direct flight to Taiwan. =.=)
2. Urmm... so how long is the boat ride???
(never tried that before.. maybe you should.. =.=||)
3. You're from Sarawak right???
(they can never differentiate Sabah and Sarawak.. =.= =.= =.=
i think they fail their geography and history.. but dang~~~ it's the top 1 who asked me..)

So to be LC to them.
Sem ppl: You've never been to KL???? How is that possible?!??!?!?!
Borneo ppl: Urmm~~~ i've never been to Kl but i've been to Singapore, Hong Kong, Europe, America.........
Sem ppl: So... you ride a boat from borneo to here???
Borneo ppl: I never knew there were boat rides available. Cuz all the places i've been to before I always travel by plane.
Borneo ppl: WHAT!!?!? you go by car from Singapore to KL!?!?!?!? I fly from Singapore directly to KLIA!

=P Sorry if I imsulted anyone... if u're just tell me. I'll delete it..
But it means no harm, just a joke! ^^

And, both of my friends told, these words are from Top 1 from peninsula went to Taiwan, and one of the Top 10 in KL. Top student ohh... @@
friends, no offence yea.. just wanted to tell you guys as joke^^

p.s. my exams started tomorrow!!!!!!!!! AHH!!! must must must study well well!!!!!! A for Chemistry!

Opinion?

2011-05-04T00:43:00.007+08:00

Love never fails. Indeed, love do fails.

Actually, love are depends on how you think about it.
When you think it's over, it's over.
When you think it's not, it's not.
Give love some time. =)

recently, i read few story books.

Yea. its story books, not study books.. @@ I'm gong to die with it..

but actually, these books let me feel a lot.

Different feels.....

I posted the status 会害怕开始，因为一旦开始，就回不了原来那样 on facebook.

This is what the girl inside the story book thinking about.

She scared about cannot be like usual with the guy.

She scared once it fails, then she'll lost this best friend forever..

Most probably, people who read this story book may think about, ' why that girl so scared? what is she worrying? why does she so not daring to love? why don't she try it?'

but for me, that's right! the girl should think like that, keep all the people as friends. love, you may have it, but! just give everyone the equal love! and of course! depends on who^^

so now, people got different ways to tell 'i love you', some people has the real love, but for some people, that is just kidding with you ,

but for me nowadays? when i tell you, 'i love you', i'll really love you, but different way. and on the other hand, when you tell me 'i love you', i sure will tell you these three words cannot use on me, i prefer friendship^^

but, as i know, boy, don't simply tell girls that ' i love you ' these three words. they mean nothing to you, but they mean a lot to a girl. its kind of promise, you know?

love ya friends.

Nice post

2011-05-02T18:56:00.003+08:00

Its from my friend's blog, Elaine.

http://the1nonlyelaine.blogspot.com/

I saw this and I just wanted to share, the funny situations.

Throw away any of your worries and stress, look at this^^

Situation 1

A: We're having a test tomorrow

B: You should study

A: But I'm really tired, I just got back from school. Maybe I should take a nap.

B: Yeah you will be energetic after sleeping then you can study.

A: Okay I shall go to bed then.

[After a long nap]

A: Ah! I don't think I have enough time, I should studied before I sleep.

B: See, I told you

Situation 2

A: Oh my gosh, I lost my phone!

B: Where did you put?

A: On the table!

B: Who ask you to put there.

Situation 3

A: Man I'm starving

B: Yeah me too

A: I have no idea where to have eat, any suggestions?

B: Don't know

A: Hmm... Upperstar?

B: Yeee no

A: McD?

B: Ugh... No

A: Old Town?

B: Nah

A: Then where?

B: Don't know, up to you la

Nice post? yea! ^^

I'll miss you again...

2011-05-02T16:26:00.005+08:00

Should I?

I have been trusted you and missed you for so long time, what did i get? Lies? sadness?

friend, i treated you so true? didn't I?

I was thinking this for hours, i still cannot get the answer. I don't know what am I pretending. Last time if i meet this kind of friend i will never talk to him or her.. but now.. how? i really don't know how.. I keep think everything positively.. let myself don't think about it deeply.

May be he treated everyone like that?

May be he wanted to being unfriend with me? but no, he didn't. when i asked him about that, he still reply, thats mean he still care about friendship?

May be that's he? he is real?

no answer.. ever..

so, should I? treat him good as usual?

should i?

Should I?

SHOULD I?

My last week of my school days

2011-04-10T22:36:00.003+08:00

okay well..

my school days going to be ended after this week of trial exams.

yea. right.

I'm going to enjoy my school days with friends the last week that we gonna to be together for brunch, chit chatting in lecture hall during second recess.

sounds sad, isn't it?

still alright. relax. we gonna meet again in the other school. but not the whole gang ==.

I've been suffered on my conditional letter these days. They still not yet give the medicine conditional letter. My gosh.. i need it asap IMU.. because it will be my whole new motivation to study..^^

Yea. i suddenly got the mood to post a post tonight..

dont know why, mayb i got something to talk about? haha!

yea.. got something happened just now... read the conversation. haha! sounds funny!

MUM: hey! this morning that your boyfriend?

SIS: What la! that is a girl la! not boy!

ME (run to the living room from study room): mum! you still dont know what happen to her and her boyfriend?

MUM: why not! sure i know la!! heiya! your sister so pro! (mei you wei liao yi ke shu fang qi zhen ge shen ling)

(then my mum went to hug my sis)

(and my sis was so touch.. haha!)

ME: wan! nevermind!! sunway got more liang zai!!!! HAHAHA!

(my sis laughing and my mum was chasing me and wanted to hit me~)

haha! end of the story! nice one.

These days... everyday... I feel happy.

I LOVE MY LIFE! ^^

tomorrow my bio paper 5 exam.. not yet finish study..

My gosh.. good luck for my study.. ^^

爱与不爱

2011-03-26T00:21:00.004+08:00

悄悄站在门外
静静望着你发呆
你闪烁的双眼
看着一片海
笑起来
重来不对你说明白
害怕你会被伤害
也许我不因该
站在着门外
所以我们才默默分开
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无法可说
你现在的快乐
不是因为我
我很难过
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
那就松开我的手
故事走到最后
希望你更好过
请你忘了
曾经有我
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无法可说
你现在的快乐
不是因为我
我很难过
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
那就松开我的手
故事走到最后
希望你更好过
请你忘了
曾经有我

the 1st time, i listen to this song i feel like crying..

Oh damn.. what the hell to me again?

people laugh is because of they are happy, me?

laugh till i can think about those sad thing and my tears gonna come out every time...

what the hell happens to me again?

and every time i laugh... there's people that i dont wanna see appears in front of me?

what happen to me again?

I thought i'm totally recover.. how can HE treat me like that?

made me face so many sad thing?

HE thought that i can face it myself?

please GOD, I'm still not yet alright.. i know what is the purpose.. i know you wanna me to face it all of them myself..

I know you wanna me not to skipping it again.

What to do? too hard.. its too hard for me..

I really can't afford..

every time... my mind will automatically think back those thing.. i wanna to forget.. why so hard?

Its full of my mind... whenever doing anything... its full..

I'm gonna crazy.. I really already avoid a lot of thing.. but why? why those people always want to appear in front of me? please go away from my life.. please.. i wanna beg them... I'm hoping to leave this school and place.. its almost there....

2 weeks time.. i already face them for months.. i almost cannot afford it... I'm so regret now..

why? why people want to treat me like that? i treat him was soo good...

See.. what i got? sadness only.. why they want to treat me like that?

I was so regret to do that action before.. if i dont.. how my life would be? i think will nice and no worries like my high school life..

I kinda miss that kind of life.. I'm tired of it.. i dont know what did i do.. and i got such pay back.. well thank you very much to the one who made me like that... yes! you're always in my mind.. for what? you know? for a punishment to me.. to make the worst decision in my entire life.. this is the 1st time.. and the last time for my life.. we wont be friend anymore.. know what? cos see.. how you treat me.. i treat you good enough and what i got?

now i know.. dont treat people too good.. they will hurt you back if you are not his friend too long.. better look through his real personality before you gonna be with him.. now i realize.. after that night.. i shouldn't ask you such question.. i'm sooo regret.. if i dont.. we'll be hi and bye friend only... thats great enough.. nothing much.. so good..

these questions and blames are in my head for weeks... i can't really figure out what happen to me.. i just wanna to leave IS faster to let me never see him again... that shit people... can you please FOREVER dont appear in front of me again? okay.. just 2 weeks... its going to be better soon... soon... very soon..

I'm not that good in mood recently... even i still laugh and smile to all the people...

And at here wanna say sorry to a friend, cos he always follow that shit people and i 'bu xiao xin' gave him a lot of 'fan yan'. sorry.

I dont meant to give that shit people fan yan actually.. but.. still got any better way to forget him in my entire life? i really cant figure it out...

today is my friend's birthday.. at here.. wanna wish her have a great 19th birthday.. i just wanna to thank them to let me have months of happy life.. if dont have you guys.. i sure cant afford it well.. thank you very much.. love ya friends...

good luck for me..

My study weeks...

2011-03-10T17:39:00.006+08:00

These weeks.. i love to do something alone.. ==

Thats bad.. but let myself to become more independent..

today my phone..... super quite.. like my phone in the REAL SILENT MODE!

you know why?

B'cause i started to not reply people's message..

Very bad right? I dont want to be like that..

BUT... BUT... my this damn new touch screen phone soooo HARD to sms.

even only CALLS... i also will press wrong button...

My gosh... haih!

may be this is a good news for me..

I'm going to study study study.... ^^

HMM... I like to listen to music recently..

Even those old song...

haha~!

Today's i got classmate also call james..

his car break down.. very weird right i mention him at here?

You know why?

B'cause he fetch christopher every day.....

hahahahaa~!

I don't know why... the car which fetch christopher always broke down..

As Irene said... 'SO HOK!'

ahahaha!

i got 3 months didn't fetch christopher...

and this 3 months... i only got once my car broke down.. just because the tyre problem..

SEE!!! saw the difference?

haha.. if james car break down again.. I'm going to tell him this.. LOL!

yea.. my today very nice... I love my life.. haha~!

always play with friends.. I LOVE IT!!!!

people thought.. i'll be sad or what... SORRY LA! I'm still super duper happy...

Now i regret...

I regret to be with him last time..

Know why? cos i got a not that good results to apply dentistry.. DAMN! I'm going to study well well and get into dental school!!!!!!!!!

Last saturday i went to Promenade hotel for interview...

haih.. i think i'm going to fail it.. But!!!! it depends... haha! on my exam results.. so!! i'm going to study well well!!!!!!

and that interview was too sudden for me.. I got not enough time to prepare..

So, well.. I'm going to do better when IMU's interview!!

yea. friends, I'm going to rest now and tonight~ I'm going to have fun again with me gang of friend!!! yay!!! I LOVE MY LIFE~

p.s. be happy always ya friends.

The last day of outing~!

2011-02-16T16:58:00.003+08:00

Today gonna be my last day of outing in this month!!

Oh my gosh.. its sounds sad right?!

But its good for me..

I've been long time didn't stay at home a whole day.. Almost every week also got at least 2 or 3 outing. and i didnt do revision for weeks.. AHH!!!

I went out with my friends, and had a great time.

I can laugh and laugh and laugh till wanna vomit (but didnt! haha).. and stomach ache!

hahahahaha~!

my valentine day went out with my 4 dearest friend.

My old friends are really nice.. I love them..

Whenever we out we can talk a lot till laugh none stop, did thing funny, obviously and let people keep looking at us like looking at MONKEYS.

haha~!

E lik told us his historical thing, what he did when he was in primary school..

hahahahaha~! only those thing, we can laugh very loud when he told us in sushi king, Citymall.

tell you guys a classical joke, from e lik..

大牛比较懒, please read from the back to the front word.

haha~! enjoyed?

I love my old friends as well, wherever we go or eat, there's no money problem, transport or time problem.. although we always went out on random days and called friends out in last minute, but we enjoyed. We love it!!!!!!..

last night, i saw my little pink panther, which is my phone hanger, LOST ITS LEG!!!!!

Oh my gosh~! i bought it for rm 20 man.. NOT THE MONEY PROBLEM, IT IS THE THING I LOVE THE MOST!!!!!!!! I'm going to fix it myself~! yea... DIY! perfect~!

Yea friends, I'm going to a party again tonight, farewell party.. My life is so amazing right?!

Thats all.. after reading this post become happy? yea! happy!!!! haha~! i did what i promise you all right?! I will continuously post something nice here.. No sad story~!

p.s. friends, be happy too! Love ya~!

Yea. Its still chinese new year.

2011-02-16T12:41:00.000+08:00

~Another dramatic story~

2011-02-09T22:12:00.004+08:00

Just happened.. another story.

Dramatic story..

I wonder why, the guys always want to give promises, reasons when they broke up with you?

Same as mine..

I trusted all the promises he made, but?

after few months?

will i have a same situation as my dearest best friend?

should i trust boys?

No! i SHOULD NOT.

i never trust whatever he said after he broke up with me.

Thats the point.

So, i'll never will let him hurt again any parts of mine.

My friend said,

no promise is promise except the promise that your parents made since you were born.

Yes! we have to be strong and never trust whatever the promise the guy gave.

And now, my life is so nice.. i let this people, (my ex boyfriend) totally disappear in my life..

whatever he do? whatever he talk and even he stand in front of me i also don't care at all..

May be you can say me too "small gas" or what. But! i think this is the best way to do.. never care a people that now i'm hate the most and no need to see him as well. Now i really used what my best friend taught me before, its SKIP!!!!!! haha.

yea! Skip him!!!! good way!

You know what my friend asked?

Can't you just friend back with him? I just straight away reply him NO WAY! and after few chatting, i felt that i really hate him. Sorry, can't friend back at all now.. the time i invite 'you' was the last time. I think.. hmm.. if you said nicely to me may be i will not hate you hate till like this.. But you just very simple and very 'fu yan' one. So now, THE END!

thats weird.. i felt happy that i hate him. LOL.

i wanna to type something nice at here actually, but then this is the only place i can type out all my feelings.

So, please forgive me if you guys feel annoying when reading my post..

My life will be nice after this. something nice coming up! haha

Yay! nice days~! I'm coming~~~ haha.

Easy come easy go

2011-02-05T07:48:00.002+08:00

everything does not come with a reason..

This my friend's slogan.. Just suddenly wanna to post it here..

haha!

Happy chinese new year, friends.

this chinese new year is the busiest chinese new year i ever have..

haha!

I have to go lots of place to play and have fun..

totally forget who i dont like and what i hate the most..

thats great.. isn't it?

this chinese new year, all my friends came back and we went out..

still remember i got 2 best friends are couple?

the 1st time, i dont get use to it they are together..

they two most of the time stick together and left me out... talk everything themselves..

can you imagine? we 3 are best friends, after that they two become couple and i left out from their conversation..

I was soo sad.. well.. i'll try to get use to it..

now.. I'm still curious.. Why my life got soo many thing to challenge and everything are those sudden sudden one???

Everything comes sudden and WITHOUT a reason..

What happen to my life?

I think i should learn what is EASY COME EASY GO..

This is a totally new year now..

i think, just i think..

I can start over my life again and stop those stupid challenge thing..

Oh ya.. you guys know what a 'jie jie' which didn't see me for a long time told me?

YOU FAT ALREADY!! LOL..

okay!!!!!!!!! I'm gonna keep it back!! haha..

OKOK! now is chinese new year.. dont keep typing those weird and sad thing..

haha!

wish all of you guys enjoy your chinese new year ya!!

My weak heart..

2011-01-20T20:15:00.005+08:00

Now i realize..

Why those people said They got heart pain after break up..

Its real!

really pain one..

These days happened too many things..

Till now.. My heart already weak enough..

Very easy to get hurt..

My friend just wanna kidding with me and acted like very angry..

He said " throw away your phone la.. I don't want to send you again.. i dont want to chat with you liao.. sheesh.."

Only like that..

I was already shivering.. Wanna to cry..

Friends you guys really can't believe how weak am i now..

Now i realize.. be strong is not that easy..

but I'll be strong always..

Thanks my friend, Irene, Lokie, Ning, Xeer, Bryan caring me..

thank you very much.. you guys gave me support and great encouragement..

My UNLUCKY days

2011-01-19T19:51:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone~

These two days I'm in the terrible situations..

Lets see..

For yesterday, 18th Jan 2011

Car accident,

scolded by my mum, sisters..

and I really don't know what's wrong to my body..

I vomited all my dinner out..

Today,

No appetite,

scared i'll faint so i drank a milo packet when 9am..

till 4pm something just ate a little cake..

10am.. gave people scold again..

after school went to repair my car..

Till just now.. i can't even finish my dinner..

ONLY porridge and vege.. till half i already wanna vomit again..

Gave who scold?

My ex boyfriend..

why he scold?

because a girl..

ridiculous right?

The girl.. i said she is a bitch..

But I still feel that i don't have wrong..

Because she really acted like that..

and! if she don't talk something not control in front of me.. I won't do that.

very good..

She's too strong.. got Chris helping..

I'll stop it.. too tired with it.

She told Chris too much thing.. got a bit over..

So he'll so angry.. And now.. even worst.. Over protect her..

now everyone thought that chris break up with me because of her.

Just rumour.. Not real..

I'm not the one who spread it..

Everything.. Only irene, elaine and bryan know the whole story..

And, The boy is the one who asked me to hear both side of the story..

But.. he is the one who didn't hear my side of story.. then scolded me..

If you read this..

Can you please think back you ever hear what is my side of story?

You know what?

If she didn't talked to me like that, never think what i feel, I'll do it like that?

You with me already got 5 months more.

You still don't know what type of people is me?

See.. You never hear what i say also..

Never mind, its over..

You said i very 'guo fen'..

you le?

You're not?! You always chosen a day I'm really really sick then tell me something make me hard to accept?

Thank you very much.. Let me not yet recover till now..

After you break up with me before you go china till now i still not yet recover..

I always acted very strong..

You know why?

Not to let myself to act like victims..

So now?

Your friend acted very like victims o..

go ahead.. go help her.. But you never think that why i treat her like that..

Not because of you, you know?

Now you acted like very very understand what is happening..

But you're not..

You changed a lot..

Too temper, look like very unpleasant..

You said i changed..

You know what?

You are the one who change. not me..

I'm still Stephy that play always and smile always..

Never will think that hurt people..

But now.. You try to think back what you and she did to me..

Thank you very much..

Let me have an experience like this..

You said i and bryan..

You know?

I and Bryan already promised each other ONLY friends forever..

You know that?

You never know..

You never know my side of story..

Disappointed on you..

Well..

friends, come back come back.. My life these days really terrible..

I need to PRAY more.. LOL!!

Friends, help me pray xia when you remember me.. haha!

Thanks for reading my post..

Goodnight..

My lovely song

2011-01-16T00:18:00.002+08:00

林俊杰-爱笑的眼睛

泪湿的衣洗干净
阳光里晒干回忆

折好了明天起
只和快乐出去

这爱的城市虽然拥挤
如果真的遇见你
你不必愿意
我的笑她无法代替

离开你我才发现自己
那爱笑的眼睛
流过泪像躲不过的暴风雨
淋湿的昨天删去

离开你我才找回自己
那爱笑的眼睛
再见爱情不一定让自己
让自己坚定

再见爱情不一定让自己
假装很坚定

I Feel Weird.. PLEASE stop..

2011-01-13T22:16:00.005+08:00

I just knew a weird girl these days.. her action all those thing are really really weird.. even my friend don't know her also felt that she's really 'BU TIAM' o.. LOL!!

To her:

Can you just stop ruining my life? be QUIET please.

*I like this image very much. haha

My whole new world!!

2011-01-12T06:53:00.003+08:00

4/1/2011

The date I return to single!!!!

The date james go to Singapore!!

5/1/2011

Britney leaving kk and went to Brighton.

haha~! Sounds bad right?

actually I'm great now!!

SAD?

yes! But just for a day.. after that i keep all the things he gave in to a box..

and put it in my drawer.. and, I WON'T THROW ANYTHING.. haha!

and yes! again.. Britney went to Brighton and i can't see her for year....

HAPPINESS?

YUPP!!!!!!!!!!!

I met all my old friends because of britney!! thanks babe! haha!

and and..

I went to swim, sauna and jogging on weekends

AND went to party with my old friends on 5/1/2011.

hahahahahahahaha!!

And And, i got a 'brand' new friend now.. LOL..

He is nice and great!! haha.

Can't believe ya..

and YES!!!!! My happiness more than sadness..

So! great.. thank you for breaking up with me!!

i got my friends back in 1 day only.. HAHAHAHA!!

And, sorry my dear friends.. I've been long time didn't post anything.. <3

Latest news. Haha=)

2010-10-10T10:23:00.002+08:00

went to jogging just now.

Thats my latest news=)

25th august 2010

2010-08-26T11:46:00.003+08:00

Our One month anniversary..

But you're not be with me..

4 days left~

Your Love Is My Drug..

2010-08-22T10:59:00.000+08:00

DRUGS

once you tried, you'll never end up your life without it.

same as your love.

I went out to buy my bro's lunch just now. and i heard the song you always sing to me..

"your love is my drug" -- Kesha

Again, my eyes flooded till now...

from last night 11pm.. till this morning...

cry until sleep, then wake up and cry again.

baby, please come back to me..

I'm waiting for you..

9 days... starting from today.

We'll be okay..

Gooooood Mooorrnnniiiiiiing!!!

2010-08-18T08:30:00.005+08:00

Greatings everyone!

I've been a long time didn't post anything here. Is this because of my life is too peace recently? haha. Yes. I'm having a sweet and happy life these days. And I'm in my lovely holidays now. just 2 weeks but. but. there are tons of homeworks given by the LECTURERS. My goodness, they already grab my weekdays and even the Saturday from june to early august, and they gave their students a lot of homework during holidays, are they cruel? speechless. okaay. forget about it. just remember to FINISH IT asap, then i can hang out with friends. haha.

My friends are having exams now. Even xii xeer also. See, is this call a holiday for me? Hmm.. no. I don't think so. Just no need to go to school and have more hours to stay at home and also library. do you guys know? These days, my mum is keep asking me study, study and STUDY!! I know is good for me.. But STRESS........... Hmm, luckily He accompany me.

He is travelling to China this coming Sunday, with his parents. I've been sad a long time because of this. He will not be with me for SEVEN days. AND AND, can't contact each other!!!!!!! TTTTTTTTT.TTTTTTTTT.

Okaay, Xii Xeer told me, I should become more independent and don't let him worry about me. Yes. I SHOULD!! but, but, its really hard.

Wish myself good luck~ I'll be ok.. =)

p.s. Friends, good luck in exams, study hard!

p.p.s. Dear, enjoy travelling in China ya.

Another song of Our Relationship

2010-08-03T15:57:00.003+08:00

shy smileys!!

This song is suggested by my dearest, Chris.

Smile-uncle kracker

You're better then the best

I'm lucky just to linger in your light

Cooler then the flip side of my pillow

that's right

Completely unaware

Nothing can compare to where you send me

Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok

And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone

Somehow you come along

Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack

and just like that

You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you

Cause every time that I get around you

I see the best of me inside your eyes

You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me smile =)

Nice days

2010-08-01T13:53:00.003+08:00

I've been a nice nice life recently..

With my boyfriend and my dearest Xii Xeer. =D

ps. others friend don't be jealous.. I miss you guys too~

The song of our relationship

2010-07-26T21:03:00.003+08:00

如果的事

我想过一件事
不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持
爱情的意思
像风没有理由
轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁没有
所谓的对与错
不管时间
说着我们在一起有多坎坷

我不敢去证实
爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持
也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服
我还在想着那件事

如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次

如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事

Already gone

2010-07-15T17:23:00.005+08:00

I was hearing "Already Gone" by Kelly Clarkson

when the journey i'm going back home just now..

tears again..

What have you done to me is really really hurt.

And you thought I'm not care about it.....

*************************************

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories, they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high

It never would've worked out right

We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out

I didn't come here to hold you

Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder

But I know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss

Then we could feel the poison set in

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so

I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right

When you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone, already gone

There's no moving on

So I'm already gone

*************************************

I never and ever want this to happen...

So here, i'm going to tell you...

I Love You..

感人的话。。

2010-07-07T16:59:00.003+08:00

亲爱的朋友们，

有时候，

我们难免会有很多错觉，

这些都是无法避免的盲点。

我们所看到外在环境所发生的[真相]，

只不过是我们内在思想活动的反射而已。

人是经验的产物，

经由我们外在感官所接收到的讯息，

经常是被自己过去的经验所限制或扭曲的，

所以我们只看到了部分的事实或偏见，

而因此下了判断，然而这却可能并不是事实的真相。

苏格拉底曾说过，说话前要先以三个筛子过滤[真实、善意、重要]，

如果我们得知消息并不重要，

又不是出于善意，

更不知道它是真是假，那又何必说呢?

说了，只会造成人际困扰。

大多数的人并不了解我们，

而我们也完全不了解对方，

既然如此，

就不该轻易去论断他人。

因为，

每个人都可能扣错第一个扣子，不是吗？

----------摘自《晋亿资讯》-----------

My fault..

2010-07-06T20:15:00.004+08:00

taken by mattperko

Told you guys wrongly...

Now i realise..

He is great~

And he is in my best friend list now.=)

No one can replace you, my friends

2010-06-20T23:19:00.005+08:00

I'm here again to express my feeling now..

I know its late...

But i really can't sleep and wanna to cry..

I thought,

i finally found a best friend in my college..

I thought,

he is the another friend as my 3 best friend...

I thought,

he can help and support me as what my 3 best friend did...

May be these are only what i thought..

He couldn't know what i wanted to tell him as you guys..

I still remember,

you guys know what i wanted to express..

you guys know i'm telling you because i need yours support..

but now, i found out that..

he is not...

Now i know and feel very sad...

my best friends, are only you 3...

no one can replace you guys...

My 3 dear friends..

I miss you...

12.40pm

2010-06-07T12:37:00.002+08:00

Now... i'm still in my college..
Actually i wanted to go library with my friends but..
there is a meeting there...
So, they close it!!!

well..
I'm now going to continue the story~
Last post i told you guys the girl asking me
"DOES THE GUY HAVE A GIRL FRIEND?"
So now, my answer for that BIG QUESTION is "No, Why?"
I think you guys know what she going to answer me..

so, Started from that day,
i always notice the girl in my class.
she seems like doing very hard..
She can't even talk to him like a friend because they two totally don't talk to each other before.
And..
She just always sat near to him and started to look at him when she was free..

Well,
as a friend,
I felt she is really hard and a bit pity.
both sides are my friends.
What can i do?

I better don't do anything and just tell her some information about him..

*to be continue~

Confused

2010-06-03T21:57:00.013+08:00

I am just wanted to say something that has kept in my heart for a long time..

i was just thinking about..

i got a friend, she likes to chit chat with friends..

Once you chat with her, she will treat you well if she has a good mood and also the friend is still fresh for her..

but once she doesn't have a mood to talk to you..

she'll ignore you.. again and again..

if she has a fresh friend, she will start to find him or her for chatting.. and until she feel that is not interesting anymore, she'll start to ignore you..

but once the FRESH friend always find her once a long time, she'll start to think about that person, i mean the FRESH friend..

so, here.. that's the problem..

SHOULD THE GIRL FIND THE PERSON??

*i don't know how to answer this question as well~

right~ this week i got a quite small 'secret' keep in my heart...

If I tell, that is not a secret anymore..

so I'll just going to describe a little bit.. a Girl~

The girl likes a guy..

and she's going to leave our school on the coming next two weeks.

The guy is a quite best friend for me.

He is not talkative, quiet, i think quite HANDSOME, and clever as well..

That day, the girl suddenly came to me..

and said.. I GOT SOMETHING TO ASK YOU~~

oh well, actually i got nothing to talk to the girl always because we never chit chat with each other before..

the question she asked really scare me..

i.e. DOES THE GUY HAVE A GIRL FRIEND?

*to be continue.....

well..

i have to continue my studies now..

*I was really concentrate in my studies just now..but i just thought a lot of those unimportant thing.. i'll concentrate later.. ^^

Good luck for my chemistry test tomorrow~

Worry..

2010-05-25T10:38:00.003+08:00

This morning, Something big happened in my life.
The one I always avoid suddenly appears in my college.
OMG!! Is that meaning I have to do good in front of that person?
or? i have to BEHAVE myself?

Fine.. as Chinese said "顺其自然"..
Just follow my normal life and my own behaviour.

but Today..
I found a target for myself.
*I'm not going to mention about what is that..^^

May be that is a good thing for me.
Let me learn about how to treat that kind of people.
Started from today! i have to BEHAVE myself and learn how to become a super nice person as my best friend.

*luckily this will only affect me only for a year.. ^^
*i can do it!!

*friends, please ready your phone if there is really something made me feel sad..

谢谢你，我想你。

2010-05-04T23:08:00.005+08:00

在这个礼拜里，没有一天我能看见，听见和想象到我的身边是否有快乐。

孤独，静悄悄，和没有了朋友的感觉。。。。常常忽隐忽现的出现在我身边。

我感觉别人的，也感觉自己的。。

或许，我已经厌倦了假惺惺的感觉。

我努力的一而再，再而三的掩饰。。

也许，这是做人的考验。

尝试要关心那些较少朋友的。。

结果发现，不是他不要交朋友，而是他拒绝朋友的关怀。

他。。。果然非同凡响。。

今天，开始觉得很累，厌倦了平时努力付出的感觉。。

离开了他们的身边。。

可这并不代表开始孤单，反而却很开心的过了一天。

或许这样，不依赖着朋友而生存才是我想要的。。

但如果没有朋友的支柱，我一定会倒。。

当然，我永远的朋友，虽然并不在我身边，

可心却永远伴着我。。。。

谢谢你，我想你。。。。

friend.

2010-04-30T23:29:00.009+08:00

today is the birthday of my 3 friends.

Yun Jie, Ying Lieh, And Leung.

happy birthday!!!!!!

this title made me think about a friend,

he is good and nice. but when i started to plan his birthday celebration with another friend, we realized that he doesn't have a lot of friends, and we really not very sure what he needs, what he likes. My goodness, is that meaning WE as friends should always take care and take notice of what he thinks about? may be. because was his birthday, we bought a quite nice thing for him. is that really what he needs? WE HOPE THAT IS~

ya friend, we don't know whether you got a true friend or not.. but, may be you should make more friends, you should become a very very nice guy, and become more and more friendly..

good luck~

learn..

2010-04-30T22:21:00.003+08:00

is it really doesn't matter if you have a lot of things couldn't tell, there is a lot of problem surrounded you, or there is no even one thing you wanted to happen?? yea.. i know.. no!!!!!!!

but if it really comes, what can i do?

'swallow' it... is that ok for us as human??

I don't think so..

learn,

we should learn how to overcome it.

remember!!! Is By OURSELVES!!!!!!

that is the last time i find someone to talk.

The first time..

2010-04-24T22:46:00.002+08:00

the first time..

i couldn't find someone to talk or hang out..

Qing ming 2010

2010-04-09T22:38:00.004+08:00

4th of April 2010..

i went back to tawau for Qing Ming again..

I took quite a lot photos..

These are only those is edited,

and.. this is the first time edit photos...

Regret.....

2010-03-21T20:39:00.004+08:00

grabed from Bing.com

Oh My goodness...

I was keep doing a lot of things which let myself to regret.

First,

i went to my house party...

all my girls friend didn't go..

All my best friends there are guys.

and none of them is a gentlemen.

Well... i was so sad about that..

Luckily none of them is my boyfriend.

well.. they are really very bad...

Even my best friends also will not let myself alone to get my purse which left in someone's car and go to the 'restaurant' themselves and not telling me where are them...

Oh my goodness.. i was so sad at there..

>>I was so miss you guys there, friends..............

Secondly,

i went to a PROFESSIONAL talk today.

Oh my goodness..

those things really hard to understand..

Luckily my friend was there,

Luckily he could help me,

Luckily he explained it for me..

Thank you friend.. you are really good enough..

Thank god.

I really felt so sad there...

all of them are profesional, man......

how could i join a talk just for them??

yea... but its ok... i learnt something.

That is good enough for me..

yea....

Tommorrow i'm going for my JPJ test..

Hope that i could do it well...

and do something that i will not regret started from tommorrow.. (or tonight if possible...)

Missed~

2010-03-01T20:45:00.007+08:00

yea.. i like this photo very much~

Well.. i have quite long time didn't post something new here...

almost forget about it..

haha..

anyway.. there are reasons that i didn't post something here...

because i was preparing my progress test, having fun for cny as you guys know,resting, and also my driving things..

Last post i mentioned that i was started my driving 8 hours right?

haha~ lets tell you guys a good news!

I'm having the qti this coming saturday!!

yea.. good luck for me... hope that can pass it SOON!!!

well... I'm still in holiday mood...

haha..

No heart to study...... n cnt really concentrate in the class..

you know? actually this morning i could concentrate well with a fresh mind...

because i'd slept about 11pm last night..

BUT.... but... almost 2am i woke up and vomit.... *die..

wth... made me cnt sleep for half an hour.

And i was like a dead people in the early morning...

(b'cause i'd no enough sleep)

Well..

This holiday i watched lots of movie...

1st - 大兵小将

2nd - 72房租客

3rd - 锦衣卫

4th - percy jackson

5th - 财神到

a lot right>?

yea... And now i'm planning when going to watch Alice and the Wonderland..

May be i'll go with my IS friends.. hehe...

b'cause.. IS is quite close to 1Borneo...

Well..

This holiday i finally met up with Xeer...

She was like monkey now... too thin...

And me... like getting fat..

haha...

fine.. i'll keep fit as well..

i went out with Xeer, Ning and James..

We bought her two shirts, hope that she will wear it always..

since we bought two shirts with many loves shape..

haha..

And of course... erm.. i forgot her name...

sorry...

She also joined us...

yea.. have a great day that day..

haha..

And that day.. James spent all of us for a lunch...

I was so regret to get back the money...

Xeer, Ning..

I think we should pay him back...

quite expensive the lunch...

felt so paiseh..

My mum is forcing me to revision everyday..

yes i know that is good for me...

But.......... as you guys know....

We are still in HOLIDAY MOOD!!!! right?

haha.. k... it will be fine soon..

My mum is going to Taiwan with popo this wednesday..

although i no need to hear her voice to scold us for a week...

But... the days would be hard for me..

well.... I'll try my best~

Monthly report..

2010-02-05T22:04:00.003+08:00

Well..
I was studying in Institute Sinaran for a month.

Only a month... I already sicked for 4 times...
OMG... Am I allergic to IS??

i took 4 subjects..
they are...
Chem, Phy, Bio and maths...

well...
Physics is the hardest subject for me..

I found tuition... Luckily..

Tomorrow is our TTSS final sports meet...
Hope that my hse can get champion..
haha!!!

i help them to drew some part...
although i did something to spoil it..
But... it still nice to look!!!
hehe..

In January, i went a lot of activities.. quite tired... But nice!
I enjoyed in it...

Another busy month, that is this month..
Got progress test,
chinese new year performance,
family trip,
and........... My club in IS is going to have another activity in this month..

Oh ya.. i haven't introduce my club yet..
It is Young Entrepreneurs club..
About the forming n understanding entreprise things..
haha... weird right?
As you guys know..
I'm not going to become businesswoman.. haha..
But... i did enjoy in the club!! great!

haha... ok! I'm going to rest now..
tomorrow, I'm going to spend all my energy!!!!

p.s.: I'm going to learn driving for the 2nd 2 hrs early morning tomorrow!!!
The 3rd 2hrs i'm going to learn on Sunday!!! haha!!
Orange hse!!! Gambate tomorrow ya!!! We are the Champion!!!!

Sometimes....

2010-01-18T13:01:00.008+08:00

Sometimes...

Friends help me...

I'll feel happy...

But sometimes...

Some of the friends helps me...

I'll feel heavy..

Because.. he or she is not my best friend..

And i don't want to make myself like owe something to him or her...

i know..

朋友帮朋友是天经地义的。。

Sometimes..

I really don't like some friends help me without reason..

thats my point here..

If i already mention that don't help me on that...

then.. you, as a friend..

should try to follow what i already mention to you..

please.. thank you..

p.s.:

-I'll get my lesen L on this Sat!!!

-I hate sick!!!!

-gratez James!!! get married already!!! haha..

Vous avez trop penser

2010-01-13T19:57:00.011+08:00

Il est un ami

mais vous avez de beaux yeux

Mon inquiétude est ..

Si lourd

Seulement, vous ne savez pas

Il a occupé les esprits d'entre vous

et le coin est à moi

vous avez dit

"Nous" ne sont pas vous et moi

J'ai trop penser

Vous dites toujours cela,

mais vous n'avez pas vraiment moi

J'ai trop penser et je sens aussi que

C'est le seul à me consoler

Like what you do.. But not to do what you like..

2010-01-09T23:48:00.005+08:00

A great and tired Saturday..

Attended a Workshop today..

Its call MIND MAPPING WORKSHOP

erm... so far... The whole workshop i just heard 2 sentences by HEART..

That is 'Like what you do.. But not to do what you like..'

Yes!!! i definitely like these words...

I have to like what the decision i made...

Any decision... Although i don't like the decision..

After that, The Seniors made a Survival Race for us...

Seniors, You guys made a great and success game for us!!!

Thanks!!

I went Tzu Chi's blessing night just now..

Yes.. I almost cried at there...

But i tried to control my tears..

haha..

Tonight..

I did some decision..

But don't know i can do it or not..

I'll try my best..

That is... I have to study hard... and try to become a doctor..

If can..

I want to become a volunteer to all country and help them...

But... That is just an unstable decision..

Actually i already have a way for my studies...

I just don't want to tell others and i always keep it in my heart...

so now... i got a new decision..

I think i'm going to change a little bit of my way to go...

let me think about it...................................

(for weeks? for months? or for a year.....)

p.s.: -I'm going to my driving's law lesson tomorrow!!!!!

-I have to study hard.... cz.. A level's studies... really hard enough!!!

-I went TTSS to visit the JIPS today!!! Jips!! You guys are the best!!

Championship!!!!!! We are coming!!!

Die SOON

2010-01-05T22:20:00.008+08:00

Yes.. I started my institute life..

well...

I thought i'll be more free in it...

BUT....

Its only "i think"...

When i started to record the time table...

I felt like shivering...

Wow!!

It is really hard enough...

And must be very tired in there...

Oh My God~

I felt that i fell into a deep drain....

tomorrow...

I'm going to start my LESSON..(coz yesterday and today are orientation days)

I already felt like stress..

coz...

1st lesson-physics

2nd-chem

3rd-pure maths

4th-statistics

5th-chem tutorial class...

(when i was in ttss, i really hate to go through these lessons... But i've no choice at there~AARHHHHH!!!)

And... If got lab.......

My daily lessons will end on 4pm...(hate it!!)

OMG!!!! It seems like secondary school life!!!!

We need to wear school uniform...

need to bring lots of books to school...

And... I follow the SHUTTLE BUS!!!!!

so... wow... Just start another secondary school life only...

ok... its okay...

It going to be end soon...

Just one and a half year...

Stephy,

Try your the best!!!

You have to get 3 or 4 A's for it!!!!

p.s.: I'm going to learn driving this Sunday!!!!

I hate the books!!! Just 4 books... but... already heavy like 10 kg!!!!

Yea... I did pure Maths Chap 3 just now... Its not really hard... Keep it up, Stephy~

Cartoon VERSION

2010-01-01T10:22:00.003+08:00

This is our cartoon version~

hope you guys like it!!

A Nostalgically Day

2009-12-30T23:50:00.004+08:00

Went 1 borneo for shopping this afternoon..
Since i've done my work~ i skipped CO practice n hang out with my friend, britney and my cousins..
Yea.. Did something impossible things again..
OMG! Stephy.. Since when you become a model?

Went djh just now for praying..
Although we scolded by the aunty..
Nvm..
Just ignore what she said..
Coz she is really crazy enough..
The most important thing is we were very happy and enjoyed!
Went yoyo after the pray..
We all SS beside the road.. Haha~

一场突如其来的心情

2009-12-29T03:05:00.011+08:00

有一股突如其来的心情，

所以到了一位朋友的部落格看看。

自然的我也到了其他人的看看。。

我看见了许多婚礼的照片。。

当中确实让我感受到幸福的感觉。

有一瞬间,

我确实有种冲动很想当婚礼摄影这份工作。

但是，我必须向往我给自己所定的目标。

就像今天中午。

在飞机里，我看见有一对夫妇一人抱着一位很可爱的小孩。

幸福就在他们俩当中。

-希望我所有正在恋爱中的朋友永远活在那幸福的邻域里。

Thanks!!

2009-12-28T23:02:00.004+08:00

Thanks friends..

thanks for attending the dinner...

and the breakfast this morning..

You guys gave me a nice day in lahad datu...

And..

I really felt jealous when i know you guys went SIEW CHING when i'm on aeroplane..

i want to go!!!

NEXT YEAR!!!

ok?

The reunion dinner for SIEW CHING '04

2009-12-28T22:48:00.006+08:00

nice!!!

Although some of them i forgot and now i still can't remember some of the name..

sorry..

i already tried... but really hard..

Please FORGIVE me!!!

Sorry if i said something made you guys unhappy...

(because derick keep asking me to talk carefully.. hehe..)

I'll miss you guys always!!

A Description of the CHANGES of my dear friends..

2009-12-28T22:06:00.006+08:00

I went the SIEW CHING'04 reunion dinner last night..
Great!
I saw lots of changes of you guys..
Now..
I'm going to describe how the changes of you guys..

1st..
Confirm is Robin Kwan..
Why>?
Because he really tall enough...
And i saw pimples on your face...
Need to take care lo..
just few years didn't see..
so sudden..

2nd..
Is Alex Tan..
haha..
You also... tall!!!!
And.. become more handsome lo...
haha... great!!

3rd..
Chin Lek Hau
YOu!!
coloured your hair...
but.. i felt.. only i felt la..
Not really a good look..
hehe..
But... You also o... be a man already..
Nice!

4th
Ding pei fen
wow!!!
become a lady already o...
really like your curly hair..
haha..

5th
erm....
i think is Tai Zhi Yaw
Your 招牌痣 disappeared already..
haha... become handsome now...
haha... But... i really hate your mouth..
Keep talking about those YELLOW things..
haha..

6th
林志浩
wow...
Become man now...
And know how to dress up yourself now..
Not bad..
haha..

others.. They didn't have a big change..
But... all of you become lady and man now...
nice!!!

haha...

Bye..

2009-12-23T00:54:00.008+08:00

Its 12.55 now...
I'm still here and preparing my mood for the camp i'm attending tomorrow..
I got a worst worst holiday after SPM..
Because I sick..

Well...
These days i keep thinking about my friends are leaving me one by one...
and all of them are my best friend..
I'm going to study in KK without best friends..
OMG!!!
SO.... STEPHY!! You better watch out...
You should find again a best friend for your new institute life..

Yes.. But.. hard for me..

May be.. Never mind..

I'm going to study in KK only for one and a half year...

I should learn how to live without best friends who can talk any thing 'heart-to-heart'...
hehe..

really got some regret why don't i just leave all the things in KK and go study in HELP next year..

AND.....
Tomorrow... No!! Its today...
I'm going back my hometown, Lahad datu for a week..
A camp and a reunion dinner!!!

Yes! actually my friends,
I did join a camp few days ago...
i did lots of IMPOSSIBLE THINGS there... haha...
Tell you guys next time..
And... will also post all of photos here...
But not now... Because..
I havent charge my hp...
It was out of battery...
haha..

After the camp n dinner in lahad datu...
I'll post all of photos here!!

Lastly..
Merry Christmas!!!

p.s.: -I can't wait for the reunion dinner!!!!!!!!!!!
-I want to see all the changes of you guys!!!
-I hope my sick will recover IMMEDIATELY!!
If not... I must a hardship for me in the camp... URGH..

My New Spec~

2009-12-06T11:07:00.003+08:00

Yea... friends...
i bought a new spec!!!!

It is Guess One....

haha....

Show u here!!!

Orange Jips!!!

2009-12-05T00:31:00.006+08:00

Great!
Becuase my mum not in KK...
So i got reason to join our 2010 orange jips' orientation party!!!
Thats great!!

It was really fun...
Nowadays those children are not like us when we are junior 1 already...
They are super active and naughty...
haha...
I still remember how Siung not to let them to "rampas" the balloon...
That is.......
Sit on the pail that used to put balloons and water...
haha...
That will be a memory, Siung...

And a friend...
He wanted to throw the water balloon on people...
But...
He didn't want to get wet!!!
haha...
Friend, please...
If you want to play... Please enjoy it!!!!

haha....
the most unfogettable one is Britney!!!!
She fetch me home today!!!
Finally girl... u fetched me...
haha....

hey.. ya... xeer...
I never been fetched by you ho....
Must find a time ya... haha..

And the last 'finally' is...
I know how to shout orange house slogan.. haha..
That is..

Orange House~来咯！

橙军霸天下

无人能比勇夺冠

橙队气势耀全场

jip jip jip jip jip rasa oren!!!

Finally..

2009-12-05T00:29:00.003+08:00

Finally 2 subjects left..
I'm going to change my spec tomorrow...
haha.. yea...

Chemistry and chinese~

So i'm quite free now... haha...

My spm art Kertas 2...

2009-12-05T00:19:00.006+08:00

i did my spm art kertas 2 today for 3 hours ++..
haha... i did over time.....
really can't finish.. because it was too much for me to paint...
And i painted wrong something!!!!
haha... luckily i did some changes on it... just the colour darker a bit...
yea...

The happiest thing is... i and meng lai helped a friend again...
He really over too much time...
So when the teacher went out...
We asked 2 friends to guard us... (because the teacher went out.)
And... we started to help him paint in a very very fast speed..
Wakakaka...

really felt adventure..
haha...

well... let u guys take a look my art work...

Gratez and orange rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-01T21:47:00.006+08:00

Congratulation to my class!!!!!

orange rocks!!!!!

金虎大将，来咯！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

Andd....

Jip JipJip JipJip rasa oren!!!!!!

Gratez my friends...

I felt sorry that i always "put aeroplane"...

I really want to make it...

But my mum keep nagging me...

Arh!!!

Haih...

Nevermind..

After Spm..

really...

I'll make it always...

Although i'm leaving TTSS next year..

Sorry!!!!

My Home PC back!!!!!!

2009-11-12T20:38:00.006+08:00

Hey dear friend...

lets tell you guys a good news!!!!

My Home PC is back!!!!!

And... I didn't lost any my photos!!!

Haha.. You know?

I was so worried about the important photos will gone...

Now...

Haha...

Thats great enough...

Although this is a good news for me...

But..

It also might be a bad news for me....

Already 4 days left...

I hope I'll Not to touch the computer AGAIN...

Stressssssss is already begun in my brain now....

A month o....

How to over???

每一次当你在靠近..

2009-11-10T22:52:00.005+08:00

每一次,每一次..
期待着一次一次的未来..
当有着一丝丝的希望时..
却将面对失败的挫折....

每个人都要面对着失败,
但失败永远都不会是成功之母..

所以失败只是考验不是一定会因此而成功的.

Where the Rainbow,
Where the Hope,
Once You dont catch it,
Then there will be None of the Hope.

离别的不舍

2009-11-06T23:27:00.005+08:00

今天，
是沙巴崇正中学民乐团一年一度的欢送会。
欢送会的定义就是。。。
让团员们一起欢送高三们...

明年将离开乐团的我，
在当中，
真正能够体会离别的心情。

离别。。。
也许是我挣扎了很久的决定，
也许是我放手的那股勇气而做出的决定。。。
这当中的矛盾不是任何人都说的上来的。

现在的我，
已做出了选择。。
我必须要往前看。。
把这些离别的心情当作一项一项的考验。

今晚，
我是第一次参加欢送会的。
当然，这也是我最后一次。

在这个晚上，
虽然我不是主角之一，
但我已足以能够体会离别的心情。
高三们，
我知道你们有对乐团说不完的话。
但我觉得，
也许这样也好，
让他们自己享受另一段精彩的乐团生活。

民乐的学弟妹们，
要好好珍惜在团内的日子。
你们永远都一定不会后悔的。

Holidays?! no...

2009-11-04T13:01:00.002+08:00

14 days left.

What should i do?!

Although these 2 weeks are holidays for me..

But..I still haven't complete all my studies plan..

I've done half way...

But there are a lot of things controlling my time.

These 2 days..

I went to yayasan for taking care my babies..

Their school made their performance's rehearsal.

Now I'm here in my school library.

I wanna tell you guys a bad news...

That is...

My computer was ROSAK!!!!!

so... I cannot check anythings for a week i think....

But may be...

This is a good news for me...

Haha..

Because....

I can REALLY concentrate in my studies...

S2Xiao'09-Orphanage trip

2009-10-29T22:18:00.004+08:00

This morning..

I went to Orphanage in Kundasang with my classmates and History class.

In photos,

I felt that they were very happy and appreciated..

Just now,

I chatted with a friend, my best friend.

he reminded me that a decision that i made last year.

That is.. I'll adopt a child from orphanage.

Yes..

I promise...

And i'll do it.

Results coming out TOMORROW!!!

2009-10-27T23:16:00.002+08:00

Yea..

Tomorrow the results is coming out..

It is a bad day for me..

It will be a "deadline" of my life..

However the results..

yes!

I must accept it...

but...

I really don't have any confidence...

How?

I almost afraid of it..

God..

Please help me~~

Why study is tired

2009-10-26T22:18:00.004+08:00

Today,

I went for revision in library alone.

I studied a long period,

about 10 a.m. to 4 p.m.

Now i know..

how alone feels,

how tiredness feels,

how stress feels.

After the revision,

I went for tuition.

My english tuition.

My teacher, Mr. Dawson told me this evening was the 2nd last tuition for me.

He took a photo of me and then he said he will post to facebook.

I hope i can get it.. My 1st and last photo at there.

After the tuition and dinner,

I went another tuition again.

BM tuition.

At there, i already wanted to exhaust...

Finally i'm home.

Good!

But i just realized that i got a things haven't done!

It's for the Junior 1 Intake things..

OMG......

Yea..

Tomorrow, I going to library again..

This time.. i asked some friends to go..

I hate loneliness..

SSSoo my friends,

Don't let me alone, ok?

Now my brother turn..

2009-10-23T23:47:00.004+08:00

Yea..

This evening, my brother cooked a plate of vegetable for my family dinner~

There was no anyone to beg him or ask him to do it..

Just only my mum saw he was coming down and said

"弟弟啊，我懒惰煮哦，帮我炒菜 eh~"

And then my brother just went to kitchen and that time we all were sitting in the living room watching tv~

When we heard cooking sound~

We all shocked!

My mum asked me to take a look..

When i went there..

he said "走开eh!"

haha~

I lose now..

Even my brother knows how to cook..

Xeer.. aha!

Although i didn't take photo..

But.. Now my turn!!!

And.. Yes!!

I told you...

I'll find a husband who knows how to cook~

If i found Must tell you~

haha...

I want to learn how to cook SOON~

Shocked?! Studies...

2009-10-20T18:38:00.003+08:00

Last night Seeling sent me a message..

I thought it was a forward message so i didn't read it..

But This morning i read it~ i shocked!!!!!!!

haiz....

In the end...

Nothing happened and it was just a forward message~

Omg..

I told Xeer she laughed at me... aiks...

Ning a.. Please don't send those message for me..

Really shocked~

This morning, i went to study again.

As usual, i studied until Xeer met me and lunch together.

Today Xeer brought jacket.

Because she got fever last night and there was really very cold.

We "curi curi" took photo when teachers not there...

haha~ thats it..

yea Xeer.. When you came...

Really study less...

Keep talking..

And..

I wanna to say sorry for James..

I know you are busy~

But..

Actually...

That was just a forward message..

Health

2009-10-19T01:31:00.004+08:00

Oh My God..

My body is getting in trouble..

A week got 2 night vomit..

haiz.. what happen to me?!

I vomited just now again~

Don't know why..

See... can't sleep now...

I must make attention on what I'm going to eat everyday....

good luck for me~

I hate vomit~

S2Xiao'09-Last PE Lesson

2009-10-18T20:38:00.008+08:00

S2Xiao!!

You guys let me got a memorably last PE lesson in TTSS..

This is our house captain next year~

Moses

Love you all!!!

文化大汇演

2009-10-18T17:55:00.007+08:00

My sister!!

On 19 Sept 2009..

I attended a competition in Kian Kok Hall..

They were so many little girl on the stage dance nicely and happily..

haha...

Of course!

My sister also included...

Hopeless

2009-10-16T01:47:00.003+08:00

Already 16th October 2009, 1.55 AM now...

I'm still here and posting this post~

I'm not feeling that study is enough for the exam...

Hopeless~

Add Maths, Chemistry, And Biology~

Really hard enough....

well...

Later is my last subject for The Mock Exam...

Physics...

Going back to study now..

Still left some form 4 chapters haven't done~

well....

Good Luck for me~

~Come back~

2009-10-10T10:52:00.002+08:00

Heart~ Where are you?!

Please come back to me...

I need you for living...

Why don't you just let me keep alive for only a week again?

Only a week~

Please.......

Exam week

2009-10-09T16:56:00.004+08:00

Study well and get a good result~

Concentrate~

Study Well...

2009-09-30T22:57:00.002+08:00

If you get a GOOD results,

You are the people who choose where you want to study~

If you get a BAD results,

Thats poor...

College or university choose you!!!!

Yea~

I don't trust i Can't do it!

My Birthday

2009-09-26T23:48:00.002+08:00

It's celebrated with my sister, Li Wan..

I had no feel...

But... that still my birthday cake that my mum bought for us...

So.. Here..

Happy Birthday To me~

My Exercise Day

2009-09-26T23:43:00.002+08:00

Yea...

This evening i went for jogging and cycling at the playground in front of my house..

WoW~ so relax~

& tiredZzz...

I really long time have no cycling~~

haha..

The memory did appear in my mind~

Finally~

2009-09-25T22:02:00.004+08:00

Finally.............

Friend... You did that~

I'm very happy that you had gained your courage to ask~

Although that he haven't given you a respond~

Never mind~

Just get a NEW life now~

Concentrate in study~

I'll Be with You~

Stress?!

2009-09-25T21:54:00.002+08:00

Very afraid about my future~

Very afraid about my SPM~

Very afraid about my results~

Very afraid about my Lives~

How?!

Where should I start from??

I'm very suffering now~

I feel that i started got stress~

How?!

Is that a lie?!

2009-09-23T22:23:00.002+08:00

Is that a lie??

please friend...

Tell us the truth~

Don't let two of us so confuse the question~

Tell...

Please tell~

A lie will bring u to another world~

That is the LIE world~

Once you lied.....

You have to live in the world until the lie get anybody knows~

No need to cover it as a lie....

Lets tell us....

Its okay...

Just tell~

放弃？！

2009-09-23T09:48:00.005+08:00

在这个世界里，

往往许多人都是有着自己的世界。

但只要你想拥有一件完美的，

那你就会在无意中放弃了一些事。

我不贪心。

我只要回我现在的生活。

但。。。明年呢？？后年呢??

我还会有吗？？

我有两个选择。

但两样里，我必须放弃其中一样我最想要的生活。

It's going to EXPLODE!!!!!!!!

2009-09-21T00:22:00.003+08:00

Yea here~~

My dear friends...

If you guys want to talk........

Please don't chat in a photo's comment~~

You know will boom the mailbox of all the people who left comment???

Please la....

Don't keep booming my mailbox....

My mailbox....

It's going to EXPLODE!!!!!!

Yeah!!!

2009-09-20T17:02:00.004+08:00

Finally i went shopping this morning~~

But....

With family....

Haha~~ Its ok~~

better than not going out when holidays~~

I bought a pair of high heels (which will make Xeer "pok gai" things)~~~

haha~

sorry Xeer~

And also~~~~~~~~~

BRA--sss (paiseh~~ can't show you all that~ hehe)....

haha~~

my mum told me tonight going to out again..

haha~

for dinner and also shopping(may be)~~

I already have a long time didn't shopping..

So today i'm going to shop enough~~~

haha~~

Friends,

I really like this HOLIDAYSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

916!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-19T17:04:00.004+08:00

Yea~~

S2 Xiao Class BBQ Party was GREATLY held in Chok's house~~

You Know????

That day was a rainy day~~~

It made afraid all of us~~

Wow...

Luckily God blessed us~~

yea~~~ Xiao rocks!!!!!!!!

Our Cooperation made miracles happened!!!!

Thank You!!!!!

2009-09-19T16:53:00.004+08:00

saw me??

Many right???haha~ my slipper there~~

Haha~~

First of all....

I want to thank all of them who help me arranging the score~

they are...

den den den dum~~~~~

-See Ling

-Chew Pang Khai

-Pau yee

-Loke shin

-Xeer

-Pei Min

-Lai siew wei

-Qing wen

-those junior 1

-yu kui

-Jun zhe

And Terry ~~

(actually no need to thank him~~ because he is the one who left a lot of trouble for me..T.T)

Yea~ they Helped me much~~

I want to tell You guys that...

I Love You!!!!!!!!

(but only friendship la ya~~ hehe)

And..... Thank YOu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

3 necklace=friendship forever.....

2009-09-19T16:36:00.004+08:00

Yea~ sorry that i have a long period didn't post blog~~
haha...
really a long period~~
because Xeer started to nag on me~~
haha..

Let me to tell you guys something happened on me these days~~
hehe~~

Yesterday was Chinese Orchestra's small group practice...
Haha~~ i like this kind of practice very much~~

I ask xeer n ning to bring our same necklace..
(it also ning's birthday present that we bought together)
But very disappointed is... we left out one...
That is my "da sao", Lily Pan...
She got one also~~

Lets see the necklace n... us!!!~~

Happy birthday to me~

2009-09-07T00:04:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday!
To me, Kelvin, Set fong, Seeto!

My last 'DUCK' performance...

2009-09-06T22:01:00.003+08:00

My last acting performance was held on yesterday. 5th Sept..

The teacher a....

told me to cut the drumstick....

OMG!!!

you know what happened????

I couldn't cut it off from the half side of the DUCK!!!!!!!!!!!

haha~ but anyway...

I'm happy enough that i could make a nice performance in TTSS in my last year....

My whole set of photo in....

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=101754&id=673609569

view there~~

我不甘心 !!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-06T21:54:00.002+08:00

I dont know why...

May be i had a full confidence but spoiled on the stage~

I really sad enough although it's the night before my Birthday~

I'll already 'tahan' for few hours....

Now really cannot already....

My tears hard to stop...

Why I couldn't do it???

Why??

2009-09-03T14:55:00.002+08:00

Hey my friends~

Here got a nice video..

Cute cute^^... My friends acted~~~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l3mZVMryb30

lets watch it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Results~

2009-09-02T21:56:00.004+08:00

Hey my friends...

Telling you my results here~ don't ask me anymore~

I know it is bad enough...

But i tried my best....

CHINESE -- 69

ENGLISH -- 65

BAHASA MALAYSIA -- 64

MATHS -- 72

BIOLOGY --51

CHEMISTRY -- 64.5

PHYSICS -- 67.5

SEJARAH -- 61

COMPUTER -- 52.5

Haiz~ My Biology never pass from last year until now....

Oh My God.....

Hey.. My friends...

who can help me?!

My Holidays start from TOMORROW!

2009-08-18T17:36:00.005+08:00

Yea~ I've long tme didnt upload my blog..

I'm going to have my holiday... start from TOMORROW!!!!!!

So I'm going to get a leave from school tomorrow~

Yea, my dear friends..

No need to ask me WHY...

I tell you now...

My grandmum's mother which already 98 years old had gone~

But no need to sad...

Because she passes away is more better than she alive...

You know why??

All of you must dont know i had a grandma already become a "plant people"..

She had already slept on a bed for few years...

She was so hard to live~

She couldn't talk, eat, turning her body and only her EYES LID and her LEFT HAND's FINGER can move!

She only can drink milk by PIPES!!!

and... She couldn't see clearly too because she was too old...

The only thing that she could do was touching our hand and felt it....

When she's touching my hand last time i went back, i touched her hand...

I saw her eyes full with tears....

Anyway, I'm still feel that she should die and not to experience those hard work to be alive...

She was old....

Should be not to experience those works which made her to be hard......

I only have some words wants to tell my popo...

They are....

"太婆，不要担心，安心走吧!"