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This song again, I feel homesick every night because of this song... I miss my parents!!!!!!!!!!!
p.s. Maybe it's time to not listening to it already:)

7years ago... I had terrible home sick for 2 weeks... And since that age, every journey, the moment I leave my home, country, tears dropped:'(

Latest news in 2012 of stephykly :)

lovely sisters ever <3>

One year,
one year later,

2012,

with new life, 

and here to say hi to my blog, and friends :)

it was my birthday for the last post, and 2 weeks ago, my another birthday passed. 20th!!!! its 20TH!!!! getting older already :(

Its really nice that i met 3 friends, have the same birthday again, so add up them, 5 i met before i come to india, total are 8!!!!!!!

Oops wait, i have never been update yet. SO CURRENTLY, IM IN INDIA!!!!!

India, when i said it out feels a bit sad case right? What to do? MEDIC... *who ask you to choose this course and get a that bad results????

but then, teachers here are great... no regrets :)

erm, just dont ask me about 'how's life?'

surely, I'll answer you, 'LIFELESS!!!!!'

but luckily i made friends here, they are great, nothing much. as chinese said, at home we have to depend on our parents, and when you're alone overseas, you have to depend on your friends.

of course, everyone has their own personality, just accept everything, keep quiet.:)

Then, life is much more better, live easier :)

too much to tell, express, but where to starts? okay fine, number it :D

1. was listening to a song about parents, home, and tears dropped.

i was actually picked songs to listen randomly, and it touches my weak point. :( i miss my mummy and daddy laaaaa...

2. Period, you suck. I miss my mum because of you. :(

recently, i felt dizziness, almost faint and muscles cramp for the 1st and 2nd day of period, i dont know what is wrong, was scared its is because of anemia, terrible you know, anemia makes people weak. 

I wanted to call my mum and ask her what to do, but right now its really late in Malaysia :(((((((

And i told all my friends, they really cares, thanks to them :) But nothing could be done,  I google searched the problem, but it shows that they are really a lot of people have it and nothing to treat it :(

Fine.

3. A guy, named J. I thought he is a good friend to talk to, but recently i found out, he is just like the guy i mentioned before. he started to talk to me like him. Is that my problem? or his? fine, make a distance, stay away, better. I made that as my punishment, and i think i got it, so enough, this time, I will just let myself to keep away from that kind of feeling again.

让自己觉得自己很犯贱的感觉，一次就够了。:)

4. Results, Actually, i got a quite bad results for last semester. My dad called, and you know, once dad called, thats mean you really have to behave yourself :) SO, this sem, better i study hard, to pull up my intern marks to pass my unis :)

5. WEIGHT LOSS!!! Problem of the year, am getting fat, GRRR... yes, going to keep it back, but not for these days. Since yesterday night, i already loss appetite, and keep dizzy... i really scare i lost energy and faint. i dont even dare to lock my door when Im inside my room alone. :( 

6. MONEY USAGE control. Since my dad called about results, i dont really dare to ask money from him, better i use less and just keep fit. dont need to pay for food :D

Problematic year HUH? I know right, alone at overseas, something that couldnt tell everyones around me... keep it here, and whoever read this, my buddies ever :)

Happy birthday to me :)

oh yeah~ it has been a long time I didnt post anything up here. Since today I've done nothing and received lotss of greets. yeah~ thanks for my friends greeting me.:)
And today, my mum was so hard to give birth to me, so i did helped her today a whole day to FETCH my siblings @@ but oh yeah~ that's my job for today actually, i shouldnt play a lot, but help my mum ;) (but i still can celebrate with my friends on weekends ;) hehe!)

okay, some of my best friends might curious what i had been done lately, actually nothing much too... except being a driver, I'm a tuition teacher now. I'm giving tuition to a junior 1 student and I'm still finding some others now... alright, who need a tuition teacher, find me ;) all science subjects and maths also can ;) haha

well for only these two months, i've already travel 3 times.
1st, 3 days, penang, went for ielts test and played with my uncles family in sungai petani, went back to KK suddenly cos my aunt went into hospital.
2nd, 6 days, KL, with irene, siung, hong jia lok, and jan jan :), nice trip ever, you can look at my photos on FB as well :)
3rd, 7days, actually i went there for study, but kena reject by uni, unfortunately, my a levels results with a C. damn... haha... but not bad, at least i travel once again :)

these 3 times, more than enough, i dont like KL much except got sales over there ;) cos too bad, i'm not that suitable the weather and food over there. everytime i came back from there, i definitely will sick... damn again. haha. and i dont like to fly too... i hate to wait the plane myself, boarding myself and go airport alone. i became more and more independent, but i just dont like alone as well.

there were lots of thing happened in my life recently, as i mentioned above, my aunt went into hospital, then i got experiences to stay hospital every late night and slept every day time for a week. wao. haha. and i joined a performance, the 1st time i was stuck inside LRT and my friends were outside, the 1st time i take photos underwater, the 1st time i went to travel in whole KL with only my friends, plan by using my ipad every night, stay together :) and i went to airport and KL to meet my friends alone, the 1st time i climb up trees 17m height and play between the trees OMG, the 1st time i play flying fox, the 1st time i join stretching course and stupid dancing course in CORE FITNESS. lol. etc..... too many ady...

oh yah~ again, i mentioned above, i rejected by my IMU and gonna resit one sub soon:) going to IS tomorrow and register :) its okay for me to stay in KK. and luckily i didnt go KL... I dont really like KL life, too noisy, busy. Now then i can earn money myself and learn the sports i wanted to learn for so long :)

About coincidence, i did meet my two friends coincidentally. one is Bryan, another one is Christopher... pretty? omg. cant imagine, two i also skipped ;) just that i did tell bryan i saw him but not chris. i guess, he is not my friend anymore right? idk... its okay, I'm not going to do business. so dont worry, its okay to have less friends LOL!

actually... i did slim down, but i fat back!!!! damn... i'm going to re--slim myself. haha. cos my mum went to kuching for one week and that one week, i everyday eat outside food, so guilty. i spent almost a month to eat less less, but i only spent few days to re--earn the fats. damn man... haha

and for today, the 1st greet on fb is josie, phone is bryan (dont know who remind him la, i guess i know ;)) haha, and i'm waiting the last :)

thanks for Xeer and Pau's cute voice, i smurf you guys~

I ADDICTED TO SMURFS! i wanted a keychain of it very very very very very much la... where to buy? hmm... i dont even see a shop is selling it :(

wow! i posted tons of words... friends, if you wanted to read then read, if too much, its okay:) haha! but my recent news, thats all :)))

p.s. i love my friends, but today, my friends are busy and all gone. I hope i can celebrate with them :(((

My greatest day...

Woke up at 9.30 am this morning, bath and waited xeer to come my house. Thought that she'll be on time, how i know, she slept over!!! HAHA! CAN'T IMAGINE that right? this kind of case... shouldn't be happen on her isn't it? then she stayed at my house for a while... showing her some nice stuff and keep talk to her... i got really a long time didn't talk to her face to face actually... just always used call... after that we went to eat something nice... BAN MIAN!!! we wanted to go to one of the ban mian shop in damai(i forget what the shop name already XP) but it closed.. so we went to 'cha gi diam'... well... as long as we ate ban mian then okay already... cos that's what she was craving for... HAHA! XD

In the afternoon... we watched Fast 5 at my house... and was keep eating snacks... with her... sure we two will keep eating... cos she that... we can call her SNACK QUEEN! hahahhaa... she better dont view my blog.. will get scolded later.. XD btw... she really ate a lot... almost every kind of biscuits, keropok, chocolates, she tried... omg right? my house now got a lot of snacks cos my cousins just came back from Ipoh and bought lots of biscuits, i bought keropoks too! XP

Till half of the movie, we two went out and she was pei-ing me set my hair... she was soo pity... sat there and played her Ipod for an hour long... @@ after went home then straight away make up... no time to take photo with her then she went home...

tonight, its the greatest night for me... i love my dress, heels, and of course! my friends... and friends are always the good ones. I'm so happy that tonight i'm with all my friends.but not with a date. <3 so relax and doing myself all day long... not like last time... i wasn't regret... but after i experienced... i prefer this time... wow! i can laugh loud loud... dont care whoever i dont really want to see... haha! btw... i really didn't see her... just that irene mentioned me about her, then i remember... and and, i didnt wear my spec... so i can't see clear... all in my eyes are only my dearest friends... <3 and i love the most its the time we gathered up and talked about the truth between our friends at Starbucks... the 1st time... we were soo true to tell each other our truest thoughts... yes! we told each other about.... *secret XD gonna continue tomorrow during the trip...

and, Once, when i wanted to go out to take photo with irene, irene reminded me... he was outside... i told her, ' so what? he's there then there la... its not important at all!' people thought that i talked about this very 'xiao zhang' ... but... its true enough... really... so what... i even wanted to take a photo with him and say bye bye forever to him... HAHA!

anyways... i kinda regret didnt bring camera... i wanted to take photo with those i dont really close to them one... so that... i can... remember them next time... XP really scared to forget them in the future... we thought that we won't... but for me... that may be will happen on me... aih... anyways... this world still got a website call FACEBOOK! aha! but... do you think that it will last longer than friendster? so... remember to update yourself and add all the friends to another newer 'device' that can let us to contact each other then...

okay well... I'll upload some photos at here next time... for sure... not now... i need to wait my friends to upload... and YAY!!!! going to TRIP tomorrow!!!! that's what i love!!! friends... omg... i love you guys... nvr got a lover that can replace my friends anymore... and... p.s. I WON'T GOT A BOYFRIEND IN THIS YEAR! i dare to say it... boyfriend? there's no a such word in my dictionary yet...

and oh ya! my brother, bryan's birthday reaching... what i gonna do? aiks... planned! really need to thank him for supporting me for soo long... even these few days... he seems like not choi-ing me quite a lot... but still... remember the goods of the people, but not the bads! present, still need to be arrived. He's the best brother that i got in my life time... So at here, happy birthday to him 1st...

Names...

Please never name your child as...

Anne Chang
肮脏

Anne Chin
安静

Faye Chen
飞（灰）尘

Carl Cheng
（福建）屁股

Monica Cheng
（福建）摸你屁股

Lucy Leow
（福建）你死了

Jane Tan
煎蛋

Suzie Leow
（福建）输死了

Henry Mah
恨你妈

Corrine Tai
（福建）可怜代

Paul Chan
破产

Nelson Tan
鸟生蛋

Leslie Tong
垃圾桶

Carmen Teng
（福建）脚毛长

Connie Mah
（客家）看你妈

Danny See
（福建）等你死

Rosie Teng
（福建）螺丝钉

Pete Tsai
（福建）鼻屎

Macy Koh
（广东）没死过？

p.s. i dont mean it if you had the same name as above... just for fun... XD

Long holidays..

okay well... i never got holidays more than 3 days since i had finish my primary school.

this time... i got 2 months.... its 2 MONTHS!!!! please...

2months!!! how to overcome it? will i miss this kind of life again after i go study?

May be will or will not... sure i will... now... i started to miss back my high school life... the life for 5 years that i never had holidays more than 3 days... of course except the end of each year, i think i got one week every year... b'cause i got camps, and lots of orchestra stuffs to do...

the 1st time i feel that i'm so wasted at home... my mummy dont even scold me for study those... just... just... sometimes ask me to do some housework... thats all... haha... i wish to have this kind of life when i was doing exams... but surely... not now!!!

Was watching tons of drama series, and i'm doing my English homework now... now? yes.. now!

see... see... i almost forget about i still got a pretty important exam is coming... 2 essays... I'm going to write 2 essays now... and i totally feel uncomfortable to hold a pen now.. can you imagine that? When you got long time didnt hold a pen... then now you hold back.. you can feel it... @@

Just now, was something funny up... Okay... well... well... I'm not going to tell them out... b'cause its kinda embarrassed actually.. haha!

hmm... to be continue.... for my recent news...

need to do my essays now... a description of graph and an argument of there should be the one international language that everyone agrees to learn and speak... i dont like essays... @@

goodnight to everyone 1st.. <3

Appreciates friendship

We should have to appreciate everyone around us..

especially the friends those are supporting you,

my friends, those are always be with me...

Anyways, i'm still agree this statement sometimes,

'everything comes with a reason'..

Its all because of people do find you randomly, sure have a reason behind.

but i would like to add on.. this statement...

'NOT everything comes with a reason'...

is for all my dearest friends that are always be with me..

WE do find each other without a reason randomly... as caring.

Xeer, understand?

love friends <3