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went to jogging just now.

Thats my latest news=)

25th august 2010

Our One month anniversary..

But you're not be with me..

4 days left~

Your Love Is My Drug..

DRUGS

once you tried, you'll never end up your life without it.

same as your love.

I went out to buy my bro's lunch just now. and i heard the song you always sing to me..

"your love is my drug" -- Kesha

Again, my eyes flooded till now...

from last night 11pm.. till this morning...

cry until sleep, then wake up and cry again.

baby, please come back to me..

I'm waiting for you..

9 days... starting from today.

We'll be okay..

Gooooood Mooorrnnniiiiiiing!!!

Greatings everyone!

I've been a long time didn't post anything here. Is this because of my life is too peace recently? haha. Yes. I'm having a sweet and happy life these days. And I'm in my lovely holidays now. just 2 weeks but. but. there are tons of homeworks given by the LECTURERS. My goodness, they already grab my weekdays and even the Saturday from june to early august, and they gave their students a lot of homework during holidays, are they cruel? speechless. okaay. forget about it. just remember to FINISH IT asap, then i can hang out with friends. haha.

My friends are having exams now. Even xii xeer also. See, is this call a holiday for me? Hmm.. no. I don't think so. Just no need to go to school and have more hours to stay at home and also library. do you guys know? These days, my mum is keep asking me study, study and STUDY!! I know is good for me.. But STRESS........... Hmm, luckily He accompany me.

He is travelling to China this coming Sunday, with his parents. I've been sad a long time because of this. He will not be with me for SEVEN days. AND AND, can't contact each other!!!!!!! TTTTTTTTT.TTTTTTTTT.

Okaay, Xii Xeer told me, I should become more independent and don't let him worry about me. Yes. I SHOULD!! but, but, its really hard.

Wish myself good luck~ I'll be ok.. =)

p.s. Friends, good luck in exams, study hard!

p.p.s. Dear, enjoy travelling in China ya.

Another song of Our Relationship

shy smileys!!

This song is suggested by my dearest, Chris.

Smile-uncle kracker

You're better then the best

I'm lucky just to linger in your light

Cooler then the flip side of my pillow

that's right

Completely unaware

Nothing can compare to where you send me

Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok

And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone

Somehow you come along

Just like a flower poking through the sidewalk crack

and just like that

You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you

Cause every time that I get around you

I see the best of me inside your eyes

You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun

Fall out of bed, sing like bird

Dizzy in my head, spin like a record

Crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool

Forget how to breathe

Shine like gold, buzz like a bee

Just the thought of you can drive me wild

Ohh, you make me smile =)

Nice days

I've been a nice nice life recently..

With my boyfriend and my dearest Xii Xeer. =D

ps. others friend don't be jealous.. I miss you guys too~

The song of our relationship

如果的事

我想过一件事
不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持
爱情的意思
像风没有理由
轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁没有
所谓的对与错
不管时间
说着我们在一起有多坎坷

我不敢去证实
爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持
也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服
我还在想着那件事

如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次

如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的cd
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事

Already gone

I was hearing "Already Gone" by Kelly Clarkson

when the journey i'm going back home just now..

tears again..

What have you done to me is really really hurt.

And you thought I'm not care about it.....

*************************************

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted

Now all our memories, they're haunted

We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high

It never would've worked out right

We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out

I didn't come here to hold you

Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder

But I know that you'll find another

That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss

Then we could feel the poison set in

Perfect couldn't keep this love alive

You know that I love you so

I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter

Where we take this road

Someone's gotta go

And I want you to know

You couldn't have loved me better

But I want you to move on

So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone

You can't make it feel right

When you know that it's wrong

I'm already gone, already gone

There's no moving on

So I'm already gone

*************************************

I never and ever want this to happen...

So here, i'm going to tell you...

I Love You..

感人的话。。

亲爱的朋友们，

有时候，

我们难免会有很多错觉，

这些都是无法避免的盲点。

我们所看到外在环境所发生的[真相]，

只不过是我们内在思想活动的反射而已。

人是经验的产物，

经由我们外在感官所接收到的讯息，

经常是被自己过去的经验所限制或扭曲的，

所以我们只看到了部分的事实或偏见，

而因此下了判断，然而这却可能并不是事实的真相。

苏格拉底曾说过，说话前要先以三个筛子过滤[真实、善意、重要]，

如果我们得知消息并不重要，

又不是出于善意，

更不知道它是真是假，那又何必说呢?

说了，只会造成人际困扰。

大多数的人并不了解我们，

而我们也完全不了解对方，

既然如此，

就不该轻易去论断他人。

因为，

每个人都可能扣错第一个扣子，不是吗？

----------摘自《晋亿资讯》-----------

My fault..

taken by mattperko

Told you guys wrongly...

Now i realise..

He is great~

And he is in my best friend list now.=)

No one can replace you, my friends

I'm here again to express my feeling now..

I know its late...

But i really can't sleep and wanna to cry..

I thought,

i finally found a best friend in my college..

I thought,

he is the another friend as my 3 best friend...

I thought,

he can help and support me as what my 3 best friend did...

May be these are only what i thought..

He couldn't know what i wanted to tell him as you guys..

I still remember,

you guys know what i wanted to express..

you guys know i'm telling you because i need yours support..

but now, i found out that..

he is not...

Now i know and feel very sad...

my best friends, are only you 3...

no one can replace you guys...

My 3 dear friends..

I miss you...

12.40pm

Now... i'm still in my college..
Actually i wanted to go library with my friends but..
there is a meeting there...
So, they close it!!!

well..
I'm now going to continue the story~
Last post i told you guys the girl asking me
"DOES THE GUY HAVE A GIRL FRIEND?"
So now, my answer for that BIG QUESTION is "No, Why?"
I think you guys know what she going to answer me..

so, Started from that day,
i always notice the girl in my class.
she seems like doing very hard..
She can't even talk to him like a friend because they two totally don't talk to each other before.
And..
She just always sat near to him and started to look at him when she was free..

Well,
as a friend,
I felt she is really hard and a bit pity.
both sides are my friends.
What can i do?

I better don't do anything and just tell her some information about him..

*to be continue~

Confused

I am just wanted to say something that has kept in my heart for a long time..

i was just thinking about..

i got a friend, she likes to chit chat with friends..

Once you chat with her, she will treat you well if she has a good mood and also the friend is still fresh for her..

but once she doesn't have a mood to talk to you..

she'll ignore you.. again and again..

if she has a fresh friend, she will start to find him or her for chatting.. and until she feel that is not interesting anymore, she'll start to ignore you..

but once the FRESH friend always find her once a long time, she'll start to think about that person, i mean the FRESH friend..

so, here.. that's the problem..

SHOULD THE GIRL FIND THE PERSON??

*i don't know how to answer this question as well~

right~ this week i got a quite small 'secret' keep in my heart...

If I tell, that is not a secret anymore..

so I'll just going to describe a little bit.. a Girl~

The girl likes a guy..

and she's going to leave our school on the coming next two weeks.

The guy is a quite best friend for me.

He is not talkative, quiet, i think quite HANDSOME, and clever as well..

That day, the girl suddenly came to me..

and said.. I GOT SOMETHING TO ASK YOU~~

oh well, actually i got nothing to talk to the girl always because we never chit chat with each other before..

the question she asked really scare me..

i.e. DOES THE GUY HAVE A GIRL FRIEND?

*to be continue.....

well..

i have to continue my studies now..

*I was really concentrate in my studies just now..but i just thought a lot of those unimportant thing.. i'll concentrate later.. ^^

Good luck for my chemistry test tomorrow~

Worry..

This morning, Something big happened in my life.
The one I always avoid suddenly appears in my college.
OMG!! Is that meaning I have to do good in front of that person?
or? i have to BEHAVE myself?

Fine.. as Chinese said "顺其自然"..
Just follow my normal life and my own behaviour.

but Today..
I found a target for myself.
*I'm not going to mention about what is that..^^

May be that is a good thing for me.
Let me learn about how to treat that kind of people.
Started from today! i have to BEHAVE myself and learn how to become a super nice person as my best friend.

*luckily this will only affect me only for a year.. ^^
*i can do it!!

*friends, please ready your phone if there is really something made me feel sad..

谢谢你，我想你。

在这个礼拜里，没有一天我能看见，听见和想象到我的身边是否有快乐。

孤独，静悄悄，和没有了朋友的感觉。。。。常常忽隐忽现的出现在我身边。

我感觉别人的，也感觉自己的。。

或许，我已经厌倦了假惺惺的感觉。

我努力的一而再，再而三的掩饰。。

也许，这是做人的考验。

尝试要关心那些较少朋友的。。

结果发现，不是他不要交朋友，而是他拒绝朋友的关怀。

他。。。 果然非同凡响。。

今天，开始觉得很累，厌倦了平时努力付出的感觉。。

离开了他们的身边。。

可这并不代表开始孤单， 反而却很开心的过了一天。

或许这样，不依赖着朋友而生存才是我想要的。。

但如果没有朋友的支柱，我一定会倒。。

当然，我永远的朋友，虽然并不在我身边，

可心却永远伴着我。。。。

谢谢你， 我想你。。。。

friend.

today is the birthday of my 3 friends.

Yun Jie, Ying Lieh, And Leung.

happy birthday!!!!!!

this title made me think about a friend,

he is good and nice. but when i started to plan his birthday celebration with another friend, we realized that he doesn't have a lot of friends, and we really not very sure what he needs, what he likes. My goodness, is that meaning WE as friends should always take care and take notice of what he thinks about? may be. because was his birthday, we bought a quite nice thing for him. is that really what he needs? WE HOPE THAT IS~

ya friend, we don't know whether you got a true friend or not.. but, may be you should make more friends, you should become a very very nice guy, and become more and more friendly..

good luck~

learn..

is it really doesn't matter if you have a lot of things couldn't tell, there is a lot of problem surrounded you, or there is no even one thing you wanted to happen?? yea.. i know.. no!!!!!!!

but if it really comes, what can i do?

'swallow' it... is that ok for us as human??

I don't think so..

learn,

we should learn how to overcome it.

remember!!! Is By OURSELVES!!!!!!

that is the last time i find someone to talk.

The first time..

the first time..

i couldn't find someone to talk or hang out..

Qing ming 2010

4th of April 2010..

i went back to tawau for Qing Ming again..

I took quite a lot photos..

These are only those is edited,

and.. this is the first time edit photos...

Regret.....

grabed from Bing.com

Oh My goodness...

I was keep doing a lot of things which let myself to regret.

First,

i went to my house party...

all my girls friend didn't go..

All my best friends there are guys.

and none of them is a gentlemen.

Well... i was so sad about that..

Luckily none of them is my boyfriend.

well.. they are really very bad...

Even my best friends also will not let myself alone to get my purse which left in someone's car and go to the 'restaurant' themselves and not telling me where are them...

Oh my goodness.. i was so sad at there..

>>I was so miss you guys there, friends..............

Secondly,

i went to a PROFESSIONAL talk today.

Oh my goodness..

those things really hard to understand..

Luckily my friend was there,

Luckily he could help me,

Luckily he explained it for me..

Thank you friend.. you are really good enough..

Thank god.

I really felt so sad there...

all of them are profesional, man......

how could i join a talk just for them??

yea... but its ok... i learnt something.

That is good enough for me..

yea....

Tommorrow i'm going for my JPJ test..

Hope that i could do it well...

and do something that i will not regret started from tommorrow.. (or tonight if possible...)

Missed~

yea.. i like this photo very much~

Well.. i have quite long time didn't post something new here...

almost forget about it..

haha..

anyway.. there are reasons that i didn't post something here...

because i was preparing my progress test, having fun for cny as you guys know,resting, and also my driving things..

Last post i mentioned that i was started my driving 8 hours right?

haha~ lets tell you guys a good news!

I'm having the qti this coming saturday!!

yea.. good luck for me... hope that can pass it SOON!!!

well... I'm still in holiday mood...

haha..

No heart to study...... n cnt really concentrate in the class..

you know? actually this morning i could concentrate well with a fresh mind...

because i'd slept about 11pm last night..

BUT.... but... almost 2am i woke up and vomit.... *die..

wth... made me cnt sleep for half an hour.

And i was like a dead people in the early morning...

(b'cause i'd no enough sleep)

Well..

This holiday i watched lots of movie...

1st - 大兵小将

2nd - 72房租客

3rd - 锦衣卫

4th - percy jackson

5th - 财神到

a lot right>?

yea... And now i'm planning when going to watch Alice and the Wonderland..

May be i'll go with my IS friends.. hehe...

b'cause.. IS is quite close to 1Borneo...

Well..

This holiday i finally met up with Xeer...

She was like monkey now... too thin...

And me... like getting fat..

haha...

fine.. i'll keep fit as well..

i went out with Xeer, Ning and James..

We bought her two shirts, hope that she will wear it always..

since we bought two shirts with many loves shape..

haha..

And of course... erm.. i forgot her name...

sorry...

She also joined us...

yea.. have a great day that day..

haha..

And that day.. James spent all of us for a lunch...

I was so regret to get back the money...

Xeer, Ning..

I think we should pay him back...

quite expensive the lunch...

felt so paiseh..

My mum is forcing me to revision everyday..

yes i know that is good for me...

But.......... as you guys know....

We are still in HOLIDAY MOOD!!!! right?

haha.. k... it will be fine soon..

My mum is going to Taiwan with popo this wednesday..

although i no need to hear her voice to scold us for a week...

But... the days would be hard for me..

well.... I'll try my best~

Monthly report..

Well..
I was studying in Institute Sinaran for a month.

Only a month... I already sicked for 4 times...
OMG... Am I allergic to IS??

i took 4 subjects..
they are...
Chem, Phy, Bio and maths...

well...
Physics is the hardest subject for me..

I found tuition... Luckily..

Tomorrow is our TTSS final sports meet...
Hope that my hse can get champion..
haha!!!

i help them to drew some part...
although i did something to spoil it..
But... it still nice to look!!!
hehe..

In January, i went a lot of activities.. quite tired... But nice!
I enjoyed in it...

Another busy month, that is this month..
Got progress test,
chinese new year performance,
family trip,
and........... My club in IS is going to have another activity in this month..

Oh ya.. i haven't introduce my club yet..
It is Young Entrepreneurs club..
About the forming n understanding entreprise things..
haha... weird right?
As you guys know..
I'm not going to become businesswoman.. haha..
But... i did enjoy in the club!! great!

haha... ok! I'm going to rest now..
tomorrow, I'm going to spend all my energy!!!!

p.s.: I'm going to learn driving for the 2nd 2 hrs early morning tomorrow!!!
The 3rd 2hrs i'm going to learn on Sunday!!! haha!!
Orange hse!!! Gambate tomorrow ya!!! We are the Champion!!!!

Sometimes....

Sometimes...

Friends help me...

I'll feel happy...

But sometimes...

Some of the friends helps me...

I'll feel heavy..

Because.. he or she is not my best friend..

And i don't want to make myself like owe something to him or her...

i know..

朋友帮朋友是天经地义的。。

Sometimes..

I really don't like some friends help me without reason..

thats my point here..

If i already mention that don't help me on that...

then.. you, as a friend..

should try to follow what i already mention to you..

please.. thank you..

p.s.:

-I'll get my lesen L on this Sat!!!

-I hate sick!!!!

-gratez James!!! get married already!!! haha..

Vous avez trop penser

Il est un ami

mais vous avez de beaux yeux

Mon inquiétude est ..

Si lourd

Seulement, vous ne savez pas

Il a occupé les esprits d'entre vous

et le coin est à moi

vous avez dit

"Nous" ne sont pas vous et moi

J'ai trop penser

Vous dites toujours cela,

mais vous n'avez pas vraiment moi

J'ai trop penser et je sens aussi que

C'est le seul à me consoler

Like what you do.. But not to do what you like..

A great and tired Saturday..

Attended a Workshop today..

Its call MIND MAPPING WORKSHOP

erm... so far... The whole workshop i just heard 2 sentences by HEART..

That is 'Like what you do.. But not to do what you like..'

Yes!!! i definitely like these words...

I have to like what the decision i made...

Any decision... Although i don't like the decision..

After that, The Seniors made a Survival Race for us...

Seniors, You guys made a great and success game for us!!!

Thanks!!

I went Tzu Chi's blessing night just now..

Yes.. I almost cried at there...

But i tried to control my tears..

haha..

Tonight..

I did some decision..

But don't know i can do it or not..

I'll try my best..

That is... I have to study hard... and try to become a doctor..

If can..

I want to become a volunteer to all country and help them...

But... That is just an unstable decision..

Actually i already have a way for my studies...

I just don't want to tell others and i always keep it in my heart...

so now... i got a new decision..

I think i'm going to change a little bit of my way to go...

let me think about it...................................

(for weeks? for months? or for a year.....)

p.s.: -I'm going to my driving's law lesson tomorrow!!!!!

-I have to study hard.... cz.. A level's studies... really hard enough!!!

-I went TTSS to visit the JIPS today!!! Jips!! You guys are the best!!

Championship!!!!!! We are coming!!!

Die SOON

Yes.. I started my institute life..

well...

I thought i'll be more free in it...

BUT....

Its only "i think"...

When i started to record the time table...

I felt like shivering...

Wow!!

It is really hard enough...

And must be very tired in there...

Oh My God~

I felt that i fell into a deep drain....

tomorrow...

I'm going to start my LESSON..(coz yesterday and today are orientation days)

I already felt like stress..

coz...

1st lesson-physics

2nd-chem

3rd-pure maths

4th-statistics

5th-chem tutorial class...

(when i was in ttss, i really hate to go through these lessons... But i've no choice at there~AARHHHHH!!!)

And... If got lab.......

My daily lessons will end on 4pm...(hate it!!)

OMG!!!! It seems like secondary school life!!!!

We need to wear school uniform...

need to bring lots of books to school...

And... I follow the SHUTTLE BUS!!!!!

so... wow... Just start another secondary school life only...

ok... its okay...

It going to be end soon...

Just one and a half year...

Stephy,

Try your the best!!!

You have to get 3 or 4 A's for it!!!!

p.s.: I'm going to learn driving this Sunday!!!!

I hate the books!!! Just 4 books... but... already heavy like 10 kg!!!!

Yea... I did pure Maths Chap 3 just now... Its not really hard... Keep it up, Stephy~

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