My UNLUCKY days

Hello everyone~

These two days I'm in the terrible situations..

Lets see..

For yesterday, 18th Jan 2011

Car accident,

scolded by my mum, sisters..

and I really don't know what's wrong to my body..

I vomited all my dinner out..

Today,

No appetite,

scared i'll faint so i drank a milo packet when 9am..

till 4pm something just ate a little cake..

10am.. gave people scold again..

after school went to repair my car..

Till just now.. i can't even finish my dinner..

ONLY porridge and vege.. till half i already wanna vomit again..

Gave who scold?

My ex boyfriend..

why he scold?

because a girl..

ridiculous right?

The girl.. i said she is a bitch..

But I still feel that i don't have wrong..

Because she really acted like that..

and! if she don't talk something not control in front of me.. I won't do that.

very good..

She's too strong.. got Chris helping..

I'll stop it.. too tired with it.

She told Chris too much thing.. got a bit over..

So he'll so angry.. And now.. even worst.. Over protect her..

now everyone thought that chris break up with me because of her.

Just rumour.. Not real..

I'm not the one who spread it..

Everything.. Only irene, elaine and bryan know the whole story..

And, The boy is the one who asked me to hear both side of the story..

But.. he is the one who didn't hear my side of story.. then scolded me..

If you read this..

Can you please think back you ever hear what is my side of story?

You know what?

If she didn't talked to me like that, never think what i feel, I'll do it like that?

You with me already got 5 months more.

You still don't know what type of people is me?

See.. You never hear what i say also..

Never mind, its over..

You said i very 'guo fen'..

you le?

You're not?! You always chosen a day I'm really really sick then tell me something make me hard to accept?

Thank you very much.. Let me not yet recover till now..

After you break up with me before you go china till now i still not yet recover..

I always acted very strong..

You know why?

Not to let myself to act like victims..

So now?

Your friend acted very like victims o..

go ahead.. go help her.. But you never think that why i treat her like that..

Not because of you, you know?

Now you acted like very very understand what is happening..

But you're not..

You changed a lot..

Too temper, look like very unpleasant..

You said i changed..

You know what?

You are the one who change. not me..

I'm still Stephy that play always and smile always..

Never will think that hurt people..

But now.. You try to think back what you and she did to me..

Thank you very much..

Let me have an experience like this..

You said i and bryan..

You know?

I and Bryan already promised each other ONLY friends forever..

You know that?

You never know..

You never know my side of story..

Disappointed on you..

Well..

friends, come back come back.. My life these days really terrible..

I need to PRAY more.. LOL!!

Friends, help me pray xia when you remember me.. haha!

Thanks for reading my post..

Goodnight..