Worry..

This morning, Something big happened in my life.
The one I always avoid suddenly appears in my college.
OMG!! Is that meaning I have to do good in front of that person?
or? i have to BEHAVE myself?

Fine.. as Chinese said "顺其自然"..
Just follow my normal life and my own behaviour.

but Today..
I found a target for myself.
*I'm not going to mention about what is that..^^

May be that is a good thing for me.
Let me learn about how to treat that kind of people.
Started from today! i have to BEHAVE myself and learn how to become a super nice person as my best friend.

*luckily this will only affect me only for a year.. ^^
*i can do it!!

*friends, please ready your phone if there is really something made me feel sad..

谢谢你，我想你。

在这个礼拜里，没有一天我能看见，听见和想象到我的身边是否有快乐。

孤独，静悄悄，和没有了朋友的感觉。。。。常常忽隐忽现的出现在我身边。

我感觉别人的，也感觉自己的。。

或许，我已经厌倦了假惺惺的感觉。

我努力的一而再，再而三的掩饰。。

也许，这是做人的考验。

尝试要关心那些较少朋友的。。

结果发现，不是他不要交朋友，而是他拒绝朋友的关怀。

他。。。 果然非同凡响。。

今天，开始觉得很累，厌倦了平时努力付出的感觉。。

离开了他们的身边。。

可这并不代表开始孤单， 反而却很开心的过了一天。

或许这样，不依赖着朋友而生存才是我想要的。。

但如果没有朋友的支柱，我一定会倒。。

当然，我永远的朋友，虽然并不在我身边，

可心却永远伴着我。。。。

谢谢你， 我想你。。。。