My weak heart..

Now i realize..

Why those people said They got heart pain after break up..

Its real!

really pain one..

These days happened too many things..

Till now.. My heart already weak enough..

Very easy to get hurt..

My friend just wanna kidding with me and acted like very angry..

He said " throw away your phone la.. I don't want to send you again.. i dont want to chat with you liao.. sheesh.."

Only like that..

I was already shivering.. Wanna to cry..

Friends you guys really can't believe how weak am i now..

Now i realize.. be strong is not that easy..

but I'll be strong always..

Thanks my friend, Irene, Lokie, Ning, Xeer, Bryan caring me..

thank you very much.. you guys gave me support and great encouragement..

My UNLUCKY days

Hello everyone~

These two days I'm in the terrible situations..

Lets see..

For yesterday, 18th Jan 2011

Car accident,

scolded by my mum, sisters..

and I really don't know what's wrong to my body..

I vomited all my dinner out..

Today,

No appetite,

scared i'll faint so i drank a milo packet when 9am..

till 4pm something just ate a little cake..

10am.. gave people scold again..

after school went to repair my car..

Till just now.. i can't even finish my dinner..

ONLY porridge and vege.. till half i already wanna vomit again..

Gave who scold?

My ex boyfriend..

why he scold?

because a girl..

ridiculous right?

The girl.. i said she is a bitch..

But I still feel that i don't have wrong..

Because she really acted like that..

and! if she don't talk something not control in front of me.. I won't do that.

very good..

She's too strong.. got Chris helping..

I'll stop it.. too tired with it.

She told Chris too much thing.. got a bit over..

So he'll so angry.. And now.. even worst.. Over protect her..

now everyone thought that chris break up with me because of her.

Just rumour.. Not real..

I'm not the one who spread it..

Everything.. Only irene, elaine and bryan know the whole story..

And, The boy is the one who asked me to hear both side of the story..

But.. he is the one who didn't hear my side of story.. then scolded me..

If you read this..

Can you please think back you ever hear what is my side of story?

You know what?

If she didn't talked to me like that, never think what i feel, I'll do it like that?

You with me already got 5 months more.

You still don't know what type of people is me?

See.. You never hear what i say also..

Never mind, its over..

You said i very 'guo fen'..

you le?

You're not?! You always chosen a day I'm really really sick then tell me something make me hard to accept?

Thank you very much.. Let me not yet recover till now..

After you break up with me before you go china till now i still not yet recover..

I always acted very strong..

You know why?

Not to let myself to act like victims..

So now?

Your friend acted very like victims o..

go ahead.. go help her.. But you never think that why i treat her like that..

Not because of you, you know?

Now you acted like very very understand what is happening..

But you're not..

You changed a lot..

Too temper, look like very unpleasant..

You said i changed..

You know what?

You are the one who change. not me..

I'm still Stephy that play always and smile always..

Never will think that hurt people..

But now.. You try to think back what you and she did to me..

Thank you very much..

Let me have an experience like this..

You said i and bryan..

You know?

I and Bryan already promised each other ONLY friends forever..

You know that?

You never know..

You never know my side of story..

Disappointed on you..

Well..

friends, come back come back.. My life these days really terrible..

I need to PRAY more.. LOL!!

Friends, help me pray xia when you remember me.. haha!

Thanks for reading my post..

Goodnight..

My lovely song

林俊杰-爱笑的眼睛

泪湿的衣洗干净
阳光里晒干回忆

折好了明天起
只和快乐出去

这爱的城市虽然拥挤
如果真的遇见你
你不必愿意
我的笑她无法代替

离开你我才发现自己
那爱笑的眼睛
流过泪像躲不过的暴风雨
淋湿的昨天删去

离开你我才找回自己
那爱笑的眼睛
再见爱情不一定让自己
让自己坚定

再见爱情不一定让自己
假装很坚定

I Feel Weird.. PLEASE stop..

I just knew a weird girl these days.. her action all those thing are really really weird.. even my friend don't know her also felt that she's really 'BU TIAM' o.. LOL!!

To her:

Can you just stop ruining my life? be QUIET please.

*I like this image very much. haha

My whole new world!!

4/1/2011

The date I return to single!!!!

The date james go to Singapore!!

5/1/2011

Britney leaving kk and went to Brighton.

haha~! Sounds bad right?

actually I'm great now!!

SAD?

yes! But just for a day.. after that i keep all the things he gave in to a box..

and put it in my drawer.. and, I WON'T THROW ANYTHING.. haha!

and yes! again.. Britney went to Brighton and i can't see her for year....

HAPPINESS?

YUPP!!!!!!!!!!!

I met all my old friends because of britney!! thanks babe! haha!

and and..

I went to swim, sauna and jogging on weekends

AND went to party with my old friends on 5/1/2011.

hahahahahahahaha!!

And And, i got a 'brand' new friend now.. LOL..

He is nice and great!! haha.

Can't believe ya..

and YES!!!!! My happiness more than sadness..

So! great.. thank you for breaking up with me!!

i got my friends back in 1 day only.. HAHAHAHA!!

And, sorry my dear friends.. I've been long time didn't post anything.. <3