Happy birthday to me :)

oh yeah~ it has been a long time I didnt post anything up here. Since today I've done nothing and received lotss of greets. yeah~ thanks for my friends greeting me.:)
And today, my mum was so hard to give birth to me, so i did helped her today a whole day to FETCH my siblings @@ but oh yeah~ that's my job for today actually, i shouldnt play a lot, but help my mum ;) (but i still can celebrate with my friends on weekends ;) hehe!)

okay, some of my best friends might curious what i had been done lately, actually nothing much too... except being a driver, I'm a tuition teacher now. I'm giving tuition to a junior 1 student and I'm still finding some others now... alright, who need a tuition teacher, find me ;) all science subjects and maths also can ;) haha

well for only these two months, i've already travel 3 times.
1st, 3 days, penang, went for ielts test and played with my uncles family in sungai petani, went back to KK suddenly cos my aunt went into hospital.
2nd, 6 days, KL, with irene, siung, hong jia lok, and jan jan :), nice trip ever, you can look at my photos on FB as well :)
3rd, 7days, actually i went there for study, but kena reject by uni, unfortunately, my a levels results with a C. damn... haha... but not bad, at least i travel once again :)

these 3 times, more than enough, i dont like KL much except got sales over there ;) cos too bad, i'm not that suitable the weather and food over there. everytime i came back from there, i definitely will sick... damn again. haha. and i dont like to fly too... i hate to wait the plane myself, boarding myself and go airport alone. i became more and more independent, but i just dont like alone as well.

there were lots of thing happened in my life recently, as i mentioned above, my aunt went into hospital, then i got experiences to stay hospital every late night and slept every day time for a week. wao. haha. and i joined a performance, the 1st time i was stuck inside LRT and my friends were outside, the 1st time i take photos underwater, the 1st time i went to travel in whole KL with only my friends, plan by using my ipad every night, stay together :) and i went to airport and KL to meet my friends alone, the 1st time i climb up trees 17m height and play between the trees OMG, the 1st time i play flying fox, the 1st time i join stretching course and stupid dancing course in CORE FITNESS. lol. etc..... too many ady...

oh yah~ again, i mentioned above, i rejected by my IMU and gonna resit one sub soon:) going to IS tomorrow and register :) its okay for me to stay in KK. and luckily i didnt go KL... I dont really like KL life, too noisy, busy. Now then i can earn money myself and learn the sports i wanted to learn for so long :)

About coincidence, i did meet my two friends coincidentally. one is Bryan, another one is Christopher... pretty? omg. cant imagine, two i also skipped ;) just that i did tell bryan i saw him but not chris. i guess, he is not my friend anymore right? idk... its okay, I'm not going to do business. so dont worry, its okay to have less friends LOL!

actually... i did slim down, but i fat back!!!! damn... i'm going to re--slim myself. haha. cos my mum went to kuching for one week and that one week, i everyday eat outside food, so guilty. i spent almost a month to eat less less, but i only spent few days to re--earn the fats. damn man... haha

and for today, the 1st greet on fb is josie, phone is bryan (dont know who remind him la, i guess i know ;)) haha, and i'm waiting the last :)

thanks for Xeer and Pau's cute voice, i smurf you guys~

I ADDICTED TO SMURFS! i wanted a keychain of it very very very very very much la... where to buy? hmm... i dont even see a shop is selling it :(

wow! i posted tons of words... friends, if you wanted to read then read, if too much, its okay:) haha! but my recent news, thats all :)))

p.s. i love my friends, but today, my friends are busy and all gone. I hope i can celebrate with them :(((

My greatest day...

Woke up at 9.30 am this morning, bath and waited xeer to come my house. Thought that she'll be on time, how i know, she slept over!!! HAHA! CAN'T IMAGINE that right? this kind of case... shouldn't be happen on her isn't it? then she stayed at my house for a while... showing her some nice stuff and keep talk to her... i got really a long time didn't talk to her face to face actually... just always used call... after that we went to eat something nice... BAN MIAN!!! we wanted to go to one of the ban mian shop in damai(i forget what the shop name already XP) but it closed.. so we went to 'cha gi diam'... well... as long as we ate ban mian then okay already... cos that's what she was craving for... HAHA! XD

In the afternoon... we watched Fast 5 at my house... and was keep eating snacks... with her... sure we two will keep eating... cos she that... we can call her SNACK QUEEN! hahahhaa... she better dont view my blog.. will get scolded later.. XD btw... she really ate a lot... almost every kind of biscuits, keropok, chocolates, she tried... omg right? my house now got a lot of snacks cos my cousins just came back from Ipoh and bought lots of biscuits, i bought keropoks too! XP

Till half of the movie, we two went out and she was pei-ing me set my hair... she was soo pity... sat there and played her Ipod for an hour long... @@ after went home then straight away make up... no time to take photo with her then she went home...

tonight, its the greatest night for me... i love my dress, heels, and of course! my friends... and friends are always the good ones. I'm so happy that tonight i'm with all my friends.but not with a date. <3 so relax and doing myself all day long... not like last time... i wasn't regret... but after i experienced... i prefer this time... wow! i can laugh loud loud... dont care whoever i dont really want to see... haha! btw... i really didn't see her... just that irene mentioned me about her, then i remember... and and, i didnt wear my spec... so i can't see clear... all in my eyes are only my dearest friends... <3 and i love the most its the time we gathered up and talked about the truth between our friends at Starbucks... the 1st time... we were soo true to tell each other our truest thoughts... yes! we told each other about.... *secret XD gonna continue tomorrow during the trip...

and, Once, when i wanted to go out to take photo with irene, irene reminded me... he was outside... i told her, ' so what? he's there then there la... its not important at all!' people thought that i talked about this very 'xiao zhang' ... but... its true enough... really... so what... i even wanted to take a photo with him and say bye bye forever to him... HAHA!

anyways... i kinda regret didnt bring camera... i wanted to take photo with those i dont really close to them one... so that... i can... remember them next time... XP really scared to forget them in the future... we thought that we won't... but for me... that may be will happen on me... aih... anyways... this world still got a website call FACEBOOK! aha! but... do you think that it will last longer than friendster? so... remember to update yourself and add all the friends to another newer 'device' that can let us to contact each other then...

okay well... I'll upload some photos at here next time... for sure... not now... i need to wait my friends to upload... and YAY!!!! going to TRIP tomorrow!!!! that's what i love!!! friends... omg... i love you guys... nvr got a lover that can replace my friends anymore... and... p.s. I WON'T GOT A BOYFRIEND IN THIS YEAR! i dare to say it... boyfriend? there's no a such word in my dictionary yet...

and oh ya! my brother, bryan's birthday reaching... what i gonna do? aiks... planned! really need to thank him for supporting me for soo long... even these few days... he seems like not choi-ing me quite a lot... but still... remember the goods of the people, but not the bads! present, still need to be arrived. He's the best brother that i got in my life time... So at here, happy birthday to him 1st...

Names...

Please never name your child as...

Anne Chang
肮脏

Anne Chin
安静

Faye Chen
飞（灰）尘

Carl Cheng
（福建）屁股

Monica Cheng
（福建）摸你屁股

Lucy Leow
（福建）你死了

Jane Tan
煎蛋

Suzie Leow
（福建）输死了

Henry Mah
恨你妈

Corrine Tai
（福建）可怜代

Paul Chan
破产

Nelson Tan
鸟生蛋

Leslie Tong
垃圾桶

Carmen Teng
（福建）脚毛长

Connie Mah
（客家）看你妈

Danny See
（福建）等你死

Rosie Teng
（福建）螺丝钉

Pete Tsai
（福建）鼻屎

Macy Koh
（广东）没死过？

p.s. i dont mean it if you had the same name as above... just for fun... XD

Long holidays..

okay well... i never got holidays more than 3 days since i had finish my primary school.

this time... i got 2 months.... its 2 MONTHS!!!! please...

2months!!! how to overcome it? will i miss this kind of life again after i go study?

May be will or will not... sure i will... now... i started to miss back my high school life... the life for 5 years that i never had holidays more than 3 days... of course except the end of each year, i think i got one week every year... b'cause i got camps, and lots of orchestra stuffs to do...

the 1st time i feel that i'm so wasted at home... my mummy dont even scold me for study those... just... just... sometimes ask me to do some housework... thats all... haha... i wish to have this kind of life when i was doing exams... but surely... not now!!!

Was watching tons of drama series, and i'm doing my English homework now... now? yes.. now!

see... see... i almost forget about i still got a pretty important exam is coming... 2 essays... I'm going to write 2 essays now... and i totally feel uncomfortable to hold a pen now.. can you imagine that? When you got long time didnt hold a pen... then now you hold back.. you can feel it... @@

Just now, was something funny up... Okay... well... well... I'm not going to tell them out... b'cause its kinda embarrassed actually.. haha!

hmm... to be continue.... for my recent news...

need to do my essays now... a description of graph and an argument of there should be the one international language that everyone agrees to learn and speak... i dont like essays... @@

goodnight to everyone 1st.. <3

Appreciates friendship

We should have to appreciate everyone around us..

especially the friends those are supporting you,

my friends, those are always be with me...

Anyways, i'm still agree this statement sometimes,

'everything comes with a reason'..

Its all because of people do find you randomly, sure have a reason behind.

but i would like to add on.. this statement...

'NOT everything comes with a reason'...

is for all my dearest friends that are always be with me..

WE do find each other without a reason randomly... as caring.

Xeer, understand?

love friends <3

Luck

last night, someone borrow his luck for me..

and today, YAY!!!!

p.s. great enough!!

p.s.s. thanks joanna, and the someone^^

Officially half dead!

I, Miss Stephy Khoo!

IS OFFICIALLY HALF DEAD TODAY!

p.s. feels like crying.. my bio paper 5 did wrong a big part. gone at least 10 marks.

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts

According to this song 'jar of hearts', hearts could be collected by jars. And by the way, loves too. We could collect the loves by the jars that we gave to the previous lover back and slowly transfer to a particular people. And at the same time, we don't care the particular people whether appreciates our loves. As long as we gave, hoping the particular people knows. :)

thought of this song, made me think about this.

p.s.

insomnia kills me.. i can't sleep, and thought of this song.. blah!

p.s.s.

my bio paper 5 tomorrow, i'm nervous with it? impossible. I'm still blogging here.. Blah! again.

p.s.s.s.

i got to sleep back now.. If not panda eyes on me, cannot concentrate well in exam.. Blah!!!

p.s.s.s.s.

tomorrow, mine, joanna's exam and bryan's test. good luck to we all... and GOD BLESS!

Exams started.

Exams started, but.. I'm still watching drama everyday...

Oh GOOD enough!!!!! I'll die faster.. @@

okay.. i'm killing myself by doing this actually.. haha!

by the way, I always pay it back at night, you know?

haha! my night time almost spent in my study room for hours, like sa po with the books.. HAHA!!

Anyways, i'm still doing good... not dying yet..

And I'm getting weird these days.. may be talked too less..

talked like keep answering people's question with nonsense, till my mum cannot tahan me at home.. and asked me to shut up, better dont talk.. HAHA!

Okay well, my 'sick' would be better after exams, and hang out with friends EVERYDAY..wakakaka.

Sure i will.. but where's all my friends?

are you all coming back soon?

love ya friends. <3

p.s. good luck for my exams.. and joanna's... and bryan's.....

对不起不是你/陈慧琳

Another old song, i would like to share with my friends...

I have listened to this since i was 12 years old.. ^^

But i still like it very very much.. every phone i used before sure got this song.. hahaha!

Listen to it, and enjoy!

错的人

This is a nice song i ever listened to... so meaningful!

Lets see part of the lyrics i like the most..

愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕

我太笨 明知道你是錯的人

明知道這不是緣分 但是我還奮不顧身

可能 在愛裡面這樣算笨
可能 永遠沒有所謂永恆
但是我 不願放棄這裡面一點點可能 寧願笨也不想要悔恨

p.s. my facebook account deactivated, so friends, please noted yea.. cannot find me there anymore... i'll activate it back after my exams :)

p.s.s. sorry yeah, i remember i got a friend, i promise the people i won't say i stupid.. but this... is only lyrics... you know... ^^

Frog in the shallow well XD

Lets talk about something funny as my 'breakfast' of today. LOL!

Who? Peninsula people..

My gosh... i got two friends, one went to Peninsula, another one went to Taiwan.

Okay well, first of all, we look at what my friend posted...

Sorry to those who come from semenanjung, but hell!!!!
You noe what Questions the semenanjungs asked me???
1. So.... did you take a boat from Sabah to Semenanjung?
(Damn... we have aeroplanes.. we have direct flight to Taiwan. =.=)
2. Urmm... so how long is the boat ride???
(never tried that before.. maybe you should.. =.=||)
3. You're from Sarawak right???
(they can never differentiate Sabah and Sarawak.. =.= =.= =.=
i think they fail their geography and history.. but dang~~~ it's the top 1 who asked me..)

So to be LC to them.
Sem ppl: You've never been to KL???? How is that possible?!??!?!?!
Borneo ppl: Urmm~~~ i've never been to Kl but i've been to Singapore, Hong Kong, Europe, America.........
Sem ppl: So... you ride a boat from borneo to here???
Borneo ppl: I never knew there were boat rides available. Cuz all the places i've been to before I always travel by plane.
Borneo ppl: WHAT!!?!? you go by car from Singapore to KL!?!?!?!? I fly from Singapore directly to KLIA!

=P Sorry if I imsulted anyone... if u're just tell me. I'll delete it..
But it means no harm, just a joke! ^^

And, both of my friends told, these words are from Top 1 from peninsula went to Taiwan, and one of the Top 10 in KL. Top student ohh... @@
friends, no offence yea.. just wanted to tell you guys as joke^^

p.s. my exams started tomorrow!!!!!!!!! AHH!!! must must must study well well!!!!!! A for Chemistry!

Opinion?

Love never fails. Indeed, love do fails.

Actually, love are depends on how you think about it.
When you think it's over, it's over.
When you think it's not, it's not.
Give love some time. =)

recently, i read few story books.

Yea. its story books, not study books.. @@ I'm gong to die with it..

but actually, these books let me feel a lot.

Different feels.....

I posted the status 会害怕开始，因为一旦开始，就回不了原来那样 on facebook.

This is what the girl inside the story book thinking about.

She scared about cannot be like usual with the guy.

She scared once it fails, then she'll lost this best friend forever..

Most probably, people who read this story book may think about, ' why that girl so scared? what is she worrying? why does she so not daring to love? why don't she try it?'

but for me, that's right! the girl should think like that, keep all the people as friends. love, you may have it, but! just give everyone the equal love! and of course! depends on who^^

so now, people got different ways to tell 'i love you', some people has the real love, but for some people, that is just kidding with you ,

but for me nowadays? when i tell you, 'i love you', i'll really love you, but different way. and on the other hand, when you tell me 'i love you', i sure will tell you these three words cannot use on me, i prefer friendship^^

but, as i know, boy, don't simply tell girls that ' i love you ' these three words. they mean nothing to you, but they mean a lot to a girl. its kind of promise, you know?

love ya friends.

Nice post

Its from my friend's blog, Elaine.

http://the1nonlyelaine.blogspot.com/

I saw this and I just wanted to share, the funny situations.

Throw away any of your worries and stress, look at this^^

Situation 1

A: We're having a test tomorrow

B: You should study

A: But I'm really tired, I just got back from school. Maybe I should take a nap.

B: Yeah you will be energetic after sleeping then you can study.

A: Okay I shall go to bed then.

[After a long nap]

A: Ah! I don't think I have enough time, I should studied before I sleep.

B: See, I told you

Situation 2

A: Oh my gosh, I lost my phone!

B: Where did you put?

A: On the table!

B: Who ask you to put there.

Situation 3

A: Man I'm starving

B: Yeah me too

A: I have no idea where to have eat, any suggestions?

B: Don't know

A: Hmm... Upperstar?

B: Yeee no

A: McD?

B: Ugh... No

A: Old Town?

B: Nah

A: Then where?

B: Don't know, up to you la

Nice post? yea! ^^

I'll miss you again...

Should I?

I have been trusted you and missed you for so long time, what did i get? Lies? sadness?

friend, i treated you so true? didn't I?

I was thinking this for hours, i still cannot get the answer. I don't know what am I pretending. Last time if i meet this kind of friend i will never talk to him or her.. but now.. how? i really don't know how.. I keep think everything positively.. let myself don't think about it deeply.

May be he treated everyone like that?

May be he wanted to being unfriend with me? but no, he didn't. when i asked him about that, he still reply, thats mean he still care about friendship?

May be that's he? he is real?

no answer.. ever..

so, should I? treat him good as usual?

should i?

Should I?

SHOULD I?

My last week of my school days

okay well..

my school days going to be ended after this week of trial exams.

yea. right.

I'm going to enjoy my school days with friends the last week that we gonna to be together for brunch, chit chatting in lecture hall during second recess.

sounds sad, isn't it?

still alright. relax. we gonna meet again in the other school. but not the whole gang ==.

I've been suffered on my conditional letter these days. They still not yet give the medicine conditional letter. My gosh.. i need it asap IMU.. because it will be my whole new motivation to study..^^

Yea. i suddenly got the mood to post a post tonight..

dont know why, mayb i got something to talk about? haha!

yea.. got something happened just now... read the conversation. haha! sounds funny!

MUM: hey! this morning that your boyfriend?

SIS: What la! that is a girl la! not boy!

ME (run to the living room from study room): mum! you still dont know what happen to her and her boyfriend?

MUM: why not! sure i know la!! heiya! your sister so pro! (mei you wei liao yi ke shu fang qi zhen ge shen ling)

(then my mum went to hug my sis)

(and my sis was so touch.. haha!)

ME: wan! nevermind!! sunway got more liang zai!!!! HAHAHA!

(my sis laughing and my mum was chasing me and wanted to hit me~)

haha! end of the story! nice one.

These days... everyday... I feel happy.

I LOVE MY LIFE! ^^

tomorrow my bio paper 5 exam.. not yet finish study..

My gosh.. good luck for my study.. ^^

爱与不爱

悄悄站在门外
静静望着你发呆
你闪烁的双眼
看着一片海
笑起来
重来不对你说明白
害怕你会被伤害
也许我不因该
站在着门外
所以我们才默默分开
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无法可说
你现在的快乐
不是因为我
我很难过
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
那就松开我的手
故事走到最后
希望你更好过
请你忘了
曾经有我
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
我们都无法可说
你现在的快乐
不是因为我
我很难过
当爱与不爱一样让人心痛
那就松开我的手
故事走到最后
希望你更好过
请你忘了
曾经有我

the 1st time, i listen to this song i feel like crying..

Oh damn.. what the hell to me again?

people laugh is because of they are happy, me?

laugh till i can think about those sad thing and my tears gonna come out every time...

what the hell happens to me again?

and every time i laugh... there's people that i dont wanna see appears in front of me?

what happen to me again?

I thought i'm totally recover.. how can HE treat me like that?

made me face so many sad thing?

HE thought that i can face it myself?

please GOD, I'm still not yet alright.. i know what is the purpose.. i know you wanna me to face it all of them myself..

I know you wanna me not to skipping it again.

What to do? too hard.. its too hard for me..

I really can't afford..

every time... my mind will automatically think back those thing.. i wanna to forget.. why so hard?

Its full of my mind... whenever doing anything... its full..

I'm gonna crazy.. I really already avoid a lot of thing.. but why? why those people always want to appear in front of me? please go away from my life.. please.. i wanna beg them... I'm hoping to leave this school and place.. its almost there....

2 weeks time.. i already face them for months.. i almost cannot afford it... I'm so regret now..

why? why people want to treat me like that? i treat him was soo good...

See.. what i got? sadness only.. why they want to treat me like that?

I was so regret to do that action before.. if i dont.. how my life would be? i think will nice and no worries like my high school life..

I kinda miss that kind of life.. I'm tired of it.. i dont know what did i do.. and i got such pay back.. well thank you very much to the one who made me like that... yes! you're always in my mind.. for what? you know? for a punishment to me.. to make the worst decision in my entire life.. this is the 1st time.. and the last time for my life.. we wont be friend anymore.. know what? cos see.. how you treat me.. i treat you good enough and what i got?

now i know.. dont treat people too good.. they will hurt you back if you are not his friend too long.. better look through his real personality before you gonna be with him.. now i realize.. after that night.. i shouldn't ask you such question.. i'm sooo regret.. if i dont.. we'll be hi and bye friend only... thats great enough.. nothing much.. so good..

these questions and blames are in my head for weeks... i can't really figure out what happen to me.. i just wanna to leave IS faster to let me never see him again... that shit people... can you please FOREVER dont appear in front of me again? okay.. just 2 weeks... its going to be better soon... soon... very soon..

I'm not that good in mood recently... even i still laugh and smile to all the people...

And at here wanna say sorry to a friend, cos he always follow that shit people and i 'bu xiao xin' gave him a lot of 'fan yan'. sorry.

I dont meant to give that shit people fan yan actually.. but.. still got any better way to forget him in my entire life? i really cant figure it out...

today is my friend's birthday.. at here.. wanna wish her have a great 19th birthday.. i just wanna to thank them to let me have months of happy life.. if dont have you guys.. i sure cant afford it well.. thank you very much.. love ya friends...

good luck for me..

My study weeks...

These weeks.. i love to do something alone.. ==

Thats bad.. but let myself to become more independent..

today my phone..... super quite.. like my phone in the REAL SILENT MODE!

you know why?

B'cause i started to not reply people's message..

Very bad right? I dont want to be like that..

BUT... BUT... my this damn new touch screen phone soooo HARD to sms.

even only CALLS... i also will press wrong button...

My gosh... haih!

may be this is a good news for me..

I'm going to study study study.... ^^

HMM... I like to listen to music recently..

Even those old song...

haha~!

Today's i got classmate also call james..

his car break down.. very weird right i mention him at here?

You know why?

B'cause he fetch christopher every day.....

hahahahaa~!

I don't know why... the car which fetch christopher always broke down..

As Irene said... 'SO HOK!'

ahahaha!

i got 3 months didn't fetch christopher...

and this 3 months... i only got once my car broke down.. just because the tyre problem..

SEE!!! saw the difference?

haha.. if james car break down again.. I'm going to tell him this.. LOL!

yea.. my today very nice... I love my life.. haha~!

always play with friends.. I LOVE IT!!!!

people thought.. i'll be sad or what... SORRY LA! I'm still super duper happy...

Now i regret...

I regret to be with him last time..

Know why? cos i got a not that good results to apply dentistry.. DAMN! I'm going to study well well and get into dental school!!!!!!!!!

Last saturday i went to Promenade hotel for interview...

haih.. i think i'm going to fail it.. But!!!! it depends... haha! on my exam results.. so!! i'm going to study well well!!!!!!

and that interview was too sudden for me.. I got not enough time to prepare..

So, well.. I'm going to do better when IMU's interview!!

yea. friends, I'm going to rest now and tonight~ I'm going to have fun again with me gang of friend!!! yay!!! I LOVE MY LIFE~

p.s. be happy always ya friends.

The last day of outing~!

Today gonna be my last day of outing in this month!!

Oh my gosh.. its sounds sad right?!

But its good for me..

I've been long time didn't stay at home a whole day.. Almost every week also got at least 2 or 3 outing. and i didnt do revision for weeks.. AHH!!!

I went out with my friends, and had a great time.

I can laugh and laugh and laugh till wanna vomit (but didnt! haha).. and stomach ache!

hahahahaha~!

my valentine day went out with my 4 dearest friend.

My old friends are really nice.. I love them..

Whenever we out we can talk a lot till laugh none stop, did thing funny, obviously and let people keep looking at us like looking at MONKEYS.

haha~!

E lik told us his historical thing, what he did when he was in primary school..

hahahahaha~! only those thing, we can laugh very loud when he told us in sushi king, Citymall.

tell you guys a classical joke, from e lik..

大牛比较懒, please read from the back to the front word.

haha~! enjoyed?

I love my old friends as well, wherever we go or eat, there's no money problem, transport or time problem.. although we always went out on random days and called friends out in last minute, but we enjoyed. We love it!!!!!!..

last night, i saw my little pink panther, which is my phone hanger, LOST ITS LEG!!!!!

Oh my gosh~! i bought it for rm 20 man.. NOT THE MONEY PROBLEM, IT IS THE THING I LOVE THE MOST!!!!!!!! I'm going to fix it myself~! yea... DIY! perfect~!

Yea friends, I'm going to a party again tonight, farewell party.. My life is so amazing right?!

Thats all.. after reading this post become happy? yea! happy!!!! haha~! i did what i promise you all right?! I will continuously post something nice here.. No sad story~!

p.s. friends, be happy too! Love ya~!

Yea. Its still chinese new year.

~Another dramatic story~

Just happened.. another story.

Dramatic story..

I wonder why, the guys always want to give promises, reasons when they broke up with you?

Same as mine..

I trusted all the promises he made, but?

after few months?

will i have a same situation as my dearest best friend?

should i trust boys?

No! i SHOULD NOT.

i never trust whatever he said after he broke up with me.

Thats the point.

So, i'll never will let him hurt again any parts of mine.

My friend said,

no promise is promise except the promise that your parents made since you were born.

Yes! we have to be strong and never trust whatever the promise the guy gave.

And now, my life is so nice.. i let this people, (my ex boyfriend) totally disappear in my life..

whatever he do? whatever he talk and even he stand in front of me i also don't care at all..

May be you can say me too "small gas" or what. But! i think this is the best way to do.. never care a people that now i'm hate the most and no need to see him as well. Now i really used what my best friend taught me before, its SKIP!!!!!! haha.

yea! Skip him!!!! good way!

You know what my friend asked?

Can't you just friend back with him? I just straight away reply him NO WAY! and after few chatting, i felt that i really hate him. Sorry, can't friend back at all now.. the time i invite 'you' was the last time. I think.. hmm.. if you said nicely to me may be i will not hate you hate till like this.. But you just very simple and very 'fu yan' one. So now, THE END!

thats weird.. i felt happy that i hate him. LOL.

i wanna to type something nice at here actually, but then this is the only place i can type out all my feelings.

So, please forgive me if you guys feel annoying when reading my post..

My life will be nice after this. something nice coming up! haha

Yay! nice days~! I'm coming~~~ haha.

Easy come easy go

everything does not come with a reason..

This my friend's slogan.. Just suddenly wanna to post it here..

haha!

Happy chinese new year, friends.

this chinese new year is the busiest chinese new year i ever have..

haha!

I have to go lots of place to play and have fun..

totally forget who i dont like and what i hate the most..

thats great.. isn't it?

this chinese new year, all my friends came back and we went out..

still remember i got 2 best friends are couple?

the 1st time, i dont get use to it they are together..

they two most of the time stick together and left me out... talk everything themselves..

can you imagine? we 3 are best friends, after that they two become couple and i left out from their conversation..

I was soo sad.. well.. i'll try to get use to it..

now.. I'm still curious.. Why my life got soo many thing to challenge and everything are those sudden sudden one???

Everything comes sudden and WITHOUT a reason..

What happen to my life?

I think i should learn what is EASY COME EASY GO..

This is a totally new year now..

i think, just i think..

I can start over my life again and stop those stupid challenge thing..

Oh ya.. you guys know what a 'jie jie' which didn't see me for a long time told me?

YOU FAT ALREADY!! LOL..

okay!!!!!!!!! I'm gonna keep it back!! haha..

OKOK! now is chinese new year.. dont keep typing those weird and sad thing..

haha!

wish all of you guys enjoy your chinese new year ya!!

My weak heart..

Now i realize..

Why those people said They got heart pain after break up..

Its real!

really pain one..

These days happened too many things..

Till now.. My heart already weak enough..

Very easy to get hurt..

My friend just wanna kidding with me and acted like very angry..

He said " throw away your phone la.. I don't want to send you again.. i dont want to chat with you liao.. sheesh.."

Only like that..

I was already shivering.. Wanna to cry..

Friends you guys really can't believe how weak am i now..

Now i realize.. be strong is not that easy..

but I'll be strong always..

Thanks my friend, Irene, Lokie, Ning, Xeer, Bryan caring me..

thank you very much.. you guys gave me support and great encouragement..

My UNLUCKY days

Hello everyone~

These two days I'm in the terrible situations..

Lets see..

For yesterday, 18th Jan 2011

Car accident,

scolded by my mum, sisters..

and I really don't know what's wrong to my body..

I vomited all my dinner out..

Today,

No appetite,

scared i'll faint so i drank a milo packet when 9am..

till 4pm something just ate a little cake..

10am.. gave people scold again..

after school went to repair my car..

Till just now.. i can't even finish my dinner..

ONLY porridge and vege.. till half i already wanna vomit again..

Gave who scold?

My ex boyfriend..

why he scold?

because a girl..

ridiculous right?

The girl.. i said she is a bitch..

But I still feel that i don't have wrong..

Because she really acted like that..

and! if she don't talk something not control in front of me.. I won't do that.

very good..

She's too strong.. got Chris helping..

I'll stop it.. too tired with it.

She told Chris too much thing.. got a bit over..

So he'll so angry.. And now.. even worst.. Over protect her..

now everyone thought that chris break up with me because of her.

Just rumour.. Not real..

I'm not the one who spread it..

Everything.. Only irene, elaine and bryan know the whole story..

And, The boy is the one who asked me to hear both side of the story..

But.. he is the one who didn't hear my side of story.. then scolded me..

If you read this..

Can you please think back you ever hear what is my side of story?

You know what?

If she didn't talked to me like that, never think what i feel, I'll do it like that?

You with me already got 5 months more.

You still don't know what type of people is me?

See.. You never hear what i say also..

Never mind, its over..

You said i very 'guo fen'..

you le?

You're not?! You always chosen a day I'm really really sick then tell me something make me hard to accept?

Thank you very much.. Let me not yet recover till now..

After you break up with me before you go china till now i still not yet recover..

I always acted very strong..

You know why?

Not to let myself to act like victims..

So now?

Your friend acted very like victims o..

go ahead.. go help her.. But you never think that why i treat her like that..

Not because of you, you know?

Now you acted like very very understand what is happening..

But you're not..

You changed a lot..

Too temper, look like very unpleasant..

You said i changed..

You know what?

You are the one who change. not me..

I'm still Stephy that play always and smile always..

Never will think that hurt people..

But now.. You try to think back what you and she did to me..

Thank you very much..

Let me have an experience like this..

You said i and bryan..

You know?

I and Bryan already promised each other ONLY friends forever..

You know that?

You never know..

You never know my side of story..

Disappointed on you..

Well..

friends, come back come back.. My life these days really terrible..

I need to PRAY more.. LOL!!

Friends, help me pray xia when you remember me.. haha!

Thanks for reading my post..

Goodnight..

My lovely song

林俊杰-爱笑的眼睛

泪湿的衣洗干净
阳光里晒干回忆

折好了明天起
只和快乐出去

这爱的城市虽然拥挤
如果真的遇见你
你不必愿意
我的笑她无法代替

离开你我才发现自己
那爱笑的眼睛
流过泪像躲不过的暴风雨
淋湿的昨天删去

离开你我才找回自己
那爱笑的眼睛
再见爱情不一定让自己
让自己坚定

再见爱情不一定让自己
假装很坚定

I Feel Weird.. PLEASE stop..

I just knew a weird girl these days.. her action all those thing are really really weird.. even my friend don't know her also felt that she's really 'BU TIAM' o.. LOL!!

To her:

Can you just stop ruining my life? be QUIET please.

*I like this image very much. haha

My whole new world!!

4/1/2011

The date I return to single!!!!

The date james go to Singapore!!

5/1/2011

Britney leaving kk and went to Brighton.

haha~! Sounds bad right?

actually I'm great now!!

SAD?

yes! But just for a day.. after that i keep all the things he gave in to a box..

and put it in my drawer.. and, I WON'T THROW ANYTHING.. haha!

and yes! again.. Britney went to Brighton and i can't see her for year....

HAPPINESS?

YUPP!!!!!!!!!!!

I met all my old friends because of britney!! thanks babe! haha!

and and..

I went to swim, sauna and jogging on weekends

AND went to party with my old friends on 5/1/2011.

hahahahahahahaha!!

And And, i got a 'brand' new friend now.. LOL..

He is nice and great!! haha.

Can't believe ya..

and YES!!!!! My happiness more than sadness..

So! great.. thank you for breaking up with me!!

i got my friends back in 1 day only.. HAHAHAHA!!

And, sorry my dear friends.. I've been long time didn't post anything.. <3