No one can replace you, my friends

I'm here again to express my feeling now..

I know its late...

But i really can't sleep and wanna to cry..

I thought,

i finally found a best friend in my college..

I thought,

he is the another friend as my 3 best friend...

I thought,

he can help and support me as what my 3 best friend did...

May be these are only what i thought..

He couldn't know what i wanted to tell him as you guys..

I still remember,

you guys know what i wanted to express..

you guys know i'm telling you because i need yours support..

but now, i found out that..

he is not...

Now i know and feel very sad...

my best friends, are only you 3...

no one can replace you guys...

My 3 dear friends..

I miss you...

12.40pm

Now... i'm still in my college..
Actually i wanted to go library with my friends but..
there is a meeting there...
So, they close it!!!

well..
I'm now going to continue the story~
Last post i told you guys the girl asking me
"DOES THE GUY HAVE A GIRL FRIEND?"
So now, my answer for that BIG QUESTION is "No, Why?"
I think you guys know what she going to answer me..

so, Started from that day,
i always notice the girl in my class.
she seems like doing very hard..
She can't even talk to him like a friend because they two totally don't talk to each other before.
And..
She just always sat near to him and started to look at him when she was free..

Well,
as a friend,
I felt she is really hard and a bit pity.
both sides are my friends.
What can i do?

I better don't do anything and just tell her some information about him..

*to be continue~

Confused

I am just wanted to say something that has kept in my heart for a long time..

i was just thinking about..

i got a friend, she likes to chit chat with friends..

Once you chat with her, she will treat you well if she has a good mood and also the friend is still fresh for her..

but once she doesn't have a mood to talk to you..

she'll ignore you.. again and again..

if she has a fresh friend, she will start to find him or her for chatting.. and until she feel that is not interesting anymore, she'll start to ignore you..

but once the FRESH friend always find her once a long time, she'll start to think about that person, i mean the FRESH friend..

so, here.. that's the problem..

SHOULD THE GIRL FIND THE PERSON??

*i don't know how to answer this question as well~

right~ this week i got a quite small 'secret' keep in my heart...

If I tell, that is not a secret anymore..

so I'll just going to describe a little bit.. a Girl~

The girl likes a guy..

and she's going to leave our school on the coming next two weeks.

The guy is a quite best friend for me.

He is not talkative, quiet, i think quite HANDSOME, and clever as well..

That day, the girl suddenly came to me..

and said.. I GOT SOMETHING TO ASK YOU~~

oh well, actually i got nothing to talk to the girl always because we never chit chat with each other before..

the question she asked really scare me..

i.e. DOES THE GUY HAVE A GIRL FRIEND?

*to be continue.....

well..

i have to continue my studies now..

*I was really concentrate in my studies just now..but i just thought a lot of those unimportant thing.. i'll concentrate later.. ^^

Good luck for my chemistry test tomorrow~