谢谢你，我想你。

在这个礼拜里，没有一天我能看见，听见和想象到我的身边是否有快乐。

孤独，静悄悄，和没有了朋友的感觉。。。。常常忽隐忽现的出现在我身边。

我感觉别人的，也感觉自己的。。

或许，我已经厌倦了假惺惺的感觉。

我努力的一而再，再而三的掩饰。。

也许，这是做人的考验。

尝试要关心那些较少朋友的。。

结果发现，不是他不要交朋友，而是他拒绝朋友的关怀。

他。。。 果然非同凡响。。

今天，开始觉得很累，厌倦了平时努力付出的感觉。。

离开了他们的身边。。

可这并不代表开始孤单， 反而却很开心的过了一天。

或许这样，不依赖着朋友而生存才是我想要的。。

但如果没有朋友的支柱，我一定会倒。。

当然，我永远的朋友，虽然并不在我身边，

可心却永远伴着我。。。。

谢谢你， 我想你。。。。

friend.

today is the birthday of my 3 friends.

Yun Jie, Ying Lieh, And Leung.

happy birthday!!!!!!

this title made me think about a friend,

he is good and nice. but when i started to plan his birthday celebration with another friend, we realized that he doesn't have a lot of friends, and we really not very sure what he needs, what he likes. My goodness, is that meaning WE as friends should always take care and take notice of what he thinks about? may be. because was his birthday, we bought a quite nice thing for him. is that really what he needs? WE HOPE THAT IS~

ya friend, we don't know whether you got a true friend or not.. but, may be you should make more friends, you should become a very very nice guy, and become more and more friendly..

good luck~

learn..

is it really doesn't matter if you have a lot of things couldn't tell, there is a lot of problem surrounded you, or there is no even one thing you wanted to happen?? yea.. i know.. no!!!!!!!

but if it really comes, what can i do?

'swallow' it... is that ok for us as human??

I don't think so..

learn,

we should learn how to overcome it.

remember!!! Is By OURSELVES!!!!!!

that is the last time i find someone to talk.

The first time..

the first time..

i couldn't find someone to talk or hang out..

Qing ming 2010

4th of April 2010..

i went back to tawau for Qing Ming again..

I took quite a lot photos..

These are only those is edited,

and.. this is the first time edit photos...

Regret.....

grabed from Bing.com

Oh My goodness...

I was keep doing a lot of things which let myself to regret.

First,

i went to my house party...

all my girls friend didn't go..

All my best friends there are guys.

and none of them is a gentlemen.

Well... i was so sad about that..

Luckily none of them is my boyfriend.

well.. they are really very bad...

Even my best friends also will not let myself alone to get my purse which left in someone's car and go to the 'restaurant' themselves and not telling me where are them...

Oh my goodness.. i was so sad at there..

>>I was so miss you guys there, friends..............

Secondly,

i went to a PROFESSIONAL talk today.

Oh my goodness..

those things really hard to understand..

Luckily my friend was there,

Luckily he could help me,

Luckily he explained it for me..

Thank you friend.. you are really good enough..

Thank god.

I really felt so sad there...

all of them are profesional, man......

how could i join a talk just for them??

yea... but its ok... i learnt something.

That is good enough for me..

yea....

Tommorrow i'm going for my JPJ test..

Hope that i could do it well...

and do something that i will not regret started from tommorrow.. (or tonight if possible...)

Missed~

yea.. i like this photo very much~

Well.. i have quite long time didn't post something new here...

almost forget about it..

haha..

anyway.. there are reasons that i didn't post something here...

because i was preparing my progress test, having fun for cny as you guys know,resting, and also my driving things..

Last post i mentioned that i was started my driving 8 hours right?

haha~ lets tell you guys a good news!

I'm having the qti this coming saturday!!

yea.. good luck for me... hope that can pass it SOON!!!

well... I'm still in holiday mood...

haha..

No heart to study...... n cnt really concentrate in the class..

you know? actually this morning i could concentrate well with a fresh mind...

because i'd slept about 11pm last night..

BUT.... but... almost 2am i woke up and vomit.... *die..

wth... made me cnt sleep for half an hour.

And i was like a dead people in the early morning...

(b'cause i'd no enough sleep)

Well..

This holiday i watched lots of movie...

1st - 大兵小将

2nd - 72房租客

3rd - 锦衣卫

4th - percy jackson

5th - 财神到

a lot right>?

yea... And now i'm planning when going to watch Alice and the Wonderland..

May be i'll go with my IS friends.. hehe...

b'cause.. IS is quite close to 1Borneo...

Well..

This holiday i finally met up with Xeer...

She was like monkey now... too thin...

And me... like getting fat..

haha...

fine.. i'll keep fit as well..

i went out with Xeer, Ning and James..

We bought her two shirts, hope that she will wear it always..

since we bought two shirts with many loves shape..

haha..

And of course... erm.. i forgot her name...

sorry...

She also joined us...

yea.. have a great day that day..

haha..

And that day.. James spent all of us for a lunch...

I was so regret to get back the money...

Xeer, Ning..

I think we should pay him back...

quite expensive the lunch...

felt so paiseh..

My mum is forcing me to revision everyday..

yes i know that is good for me...

But.......... as you guys know....

We are still in HOLIDAY MOOD!!!! right?

haha.. k... it will be fine soon..

My mum is going to Taiwan with popo this wednesday..

although i no need to hear her voice to scold us for a week...

But... the days would be hard for me..

well.... I'll try my best~