No one can replace you, my friends

I'm here again to express my feeling now..

I know its late...

But i really can't sleep and wanna to cry..

I thought,

i finally found a best friend in my college..

I thought,

he is the another friend as my 3 best friend...

I thought,

he can help and support me as what my 3 best friend did...

May be these are only what i thought..

He couldn't know what i wanted to tell him as you guys..

I still remember,

you guys know what i wanted to express..

you guys know i'm telling you because i need yours support..

but now, i found out that..

he is not...

Now i know and feel very sad...

my best friends, are only you 3...

no one can replace you guys...

My 3 dear friends..

I miss you...

12.40pm

Now... i'm still in my college..
Actually i wanted to go library with my friends but..
there is a meeting there...
So, they close it!!!

well..
I'm now going to continue the story~
Last post i told you guys the girl asking me
"DOES THE GUY HAVE A GIRL FRIEND?"
So now, my answer for that BIG QUESTION is "No, Why?"
I think you guys know what she going to answer me..

so, Started from that day,
i always notice the girl in my class.
she seems like doing very hard..
She can't even talk to him like a friend because they two totally don't talk to each other before.
And..
She just always sat near to him and started to look at him when she was free..

Well,
as a friend,
I felt she is really hard and a bit pity.
both sides are my friends.
What can i do?

I better don't do anything and just tell her some information about him..

*to be continue~

Confused

I am just wanted to say something that has kept in my heart for a long time..

i was just thinking about..

i got a friend, she likes to chit chat with friends..

Once you chat with her, she will treat you well if she has a good mood and also the friend is still fresh for her..

but once she doesn't have a mood to talk to you..

she'll ignore you.. again and again..

if she has a fresh friend, she will start to find him or her for chatting.. and until she feel that is not interesting anymore, she'll start to ignore you..

but once the FRESH friend always find her once a long time, she'll start to think about that person, i mean the FRESH friend..

so, here.. that's the problem..

SHOULD THE GIRL FIND THE PERSON??

*i don't know how to answer this question as well~

right~ this week i got a quite small 'secret' keep in my heart...

If I tell, that is not a secret anymore..

so I'll just going to describe a little bit.. a Girl~

The girl likes a guy..

and she's going to leave our school on the coming next two weeks.

The guy is a quite best friend for me.

He is not talkative, quiet, i think quite HANDSOME, and clever as well..

That day, the girl suddenly came to me..

and said.. I GOT SOMETHING TO ASK YOU~~

oh well, actually i got nothing to talk to the girl always because we never chit chat with each other before..

the question she asked really scare me..

i.e. DOES THE GUY HAVE A GIRL FRIEND?

*to be continue.....

well..

i have to continue my studies now..

*I was really concentrate in my studies just now..but i just thought a lot of those unimportant thing.. i'll concentrate later.. ^^

Good luck for my chemistry test tomorrow~

Worry..

This morning, Something big happened in my life.
The one I always avoid suddenly appears in my college.
OMG!! Is that meaning I have to do good in front of that person?
or? i have to BEHAVE myself?

Fine.. as Chinese said "顺其自然"..
Just follow my normal life and my own behaviour.

but Today..
I found a target for myself.
*I'm not going to mention about what is that..^^

May be that is a good thing for me.
Let me learn about how to treat that kind of people.
Started from today! i have to BEHAVE myself and learn how to become a super nice person as my best friend.

*luckily this will only affect me only for a year.. ^^
*i can do it!!

*friends, please ready your phone if there is really something made me feel sad..

谢谢你，我想你。

在这个礼拜里，没有一天我能看见，听见和想象到我的身边是否有快乐。

孤独，静悄悄，和没有了朋友的感觉。。。。常常忽隐忽现的出现在我身边。

我感觉别人的，也感觉自己的。。

或许，我已经厌倦了假惺惺的感觉。

我努力的一而再，再而三的掩饰。。

也许，这是做人的考验。

尝试要关心那些较少朋友的。。

结果发现，不是他不要交朋友，而是他拒绝朋友的关怀。

他。。。 果然非同凡响。。

今天，开始觉得很累，厌倦了平时努力付出的感觉。。

离开了他们的身边。。

可这并不代表开始孤单， 反而却很开心的过了一天。

或许这样，不依赖着朋友而生存才是我想要的。。

但如果没有朋友的支柱，我一定会倒。。

当然，我永远的朋友，虽然并不在我身边，

可心却永远伴着我。。。。

谢谢你， 我想你。。。。

friend.

today is the birthday of my 3 friends.

Yun Jie, Ying Lieh, And Leung.

happy birthday!!!!!!

this title made me think about a friend,

he is good and nice. but when i started to plan his birthday celebration with another friend, we realized that he doesn't have a lot of friends, and we really not very sure what he needs, what he likes. My goodness, is that meaning WE as friends should always take care and take notice of what he thinks about? may be. because was his birthday, we bought a quite nice thing for him. is that really what he needs? WE HOPE THAT IS~

ya friend, we don't know whether you got a true friend or not.. but, may be you should make more friends, you should become a very very nice guy, and become more and more friendly..

good luck~

learn..

is it really doesn't matter if you have a lot of things couldn't tell, there is a lot of problem surrounded you, or there is no even one thing you wanted to happen?? yea.. i know.. no!!!!!!!

but if it really comes, what can i do?

'swallow' it... is that ok for us as human??

I don't think so..

learn,

we should learn how to overcome it.

remember!!! Is By OURSELVES!!!!!!

that is the last time i find someone to talk.