A Nostalgically Day

Went 1 borneo for shopping this afternoon..
Since i've done my work~ i skipped CO practice n hang out with my friend, britney and my cousins..
Yea.. Did something impossible things again..
OMG! Stephy.. Since when you become a model?

Went djh just now for praying..
Although we scolded by the aunty..
Nvm..
Just ignore what she said..
Coz she is really crazy enough..
The most important thing is we were very happy and enjoyed!
Went yoyo after the pray..
We all SS beside the road.. Haha~

一场突如其来的心情

有一股突如其来的心情，

所以到了一位朋友的部落格看看。

自然的我也到了其他人的看看。。

我看见了许多婚礼的照片。。

当中确实让我感受到幸福的感觉。

有一瞬间,

我确实有种冲动很想当婚礼摄影这份工作。

但是，我必须向往我给自己所定的目标。

就像今天中午。

在飞机里，我看见有一对夫妇一人抱着一位很可爱的小孩。

幸福就在他们俩当中。

-希望我所有正在恋爱中的朋友永远活在那幸福的邻域里。

Thanks!!

Thanks friends..

thanks for attending the dinner...

and the breakfast this morning..

You guys gave me a nice day in lahad datu...

And..

I really felt jealous when i know you guys went SIEW CHING when i'm on aeroplane..

i want to go!!!

NEXT YEAR!!!

ok?

The reunion dinner for SIEW CHING '04

nice!!!

Although some of them i forgot and now i still can't remember some of the name..

sorry..

i already tried... but really hard..

Please FORGIVE me!!!

Sorry if i said something made you guys unhappy...

(because derick keep asking me to talk carefully.. hehe..)

I'll miss you guys always!!

A Description of the CHANGES of my dear friends..

I went the SIEW CHING'04 reunion dinner last night..
Great!
I saw lots of changes of you guys..
Now..
I'm going to describe how the changes of you guys..

1st..
Confirm is Robin Kwan..
Why>?
Because he really tall enough...
And i saw pimples on your face...
Need to take care lo..
just few years didn't see..
so sudden..

2nd..
Is Alex Tan..
haha..
You also... tall!!!!
And.. become more handsome lo...
haha... great!!

3rd..
Chin Lek Hau
YOu!!
coloured your hair...
but.. i felt.. only i felt la..
Not really a good look..
hehe..
But... You also o... be a man already..
Nice!

4th
Ding pei fen
wow!!!
become a lady already o...
really like your curly hair..
haha..

5th
erm....
i think is Tai Zhi Yaw
Your 招牌痣 disappeared already..
haha... become handsome now...
haha... But... i really hate your mouth..
Keep talking about those YELLOW things..
haha..

6th
林志浩
wow...
Become man now...
And know how to dress up yourself now..
Not bad..
haha..

others.. They didn't have a big change..
But... all of you become lady and man now...
nice!!!

haha...

Bye..

Its 12.55 now...
I'm still here and preparing my mood for the camp i'm attending tomorrow..
I got a worst worst holiday after SPM..
Because I sick..

Well...
These days i keep thinking about my friends are leaving me one by one...
and all of them are my best friend..
I'm going to study in KK without best friends..
OMG!!!
SO.... STEPHY!! You better watch out...
You should find again a best friend for your new institute life..

Yes.. But.. hard for me..

May be.. Never mind..

I'm going to study in KK only for one and a half year...

I should learn how to live without best friends who can talk any thing 'heart-to-heart'...
hehe..

really got some regret why don't i just leave all the things in KK and go study in HELP next year..

AND.....
Tomorrow... No!! Its today...
I'm going back my hometown, Lahad datu for a week..
A camp and a reunion dinner!!!

Yes! actually my friends,
I did join a camp few days ago...
i did lots of IMPOSSIBLE THINGS there... haha...
Tell you guys next time..
And... will also post all of photos here...
But not now... Because..
I havent charge my hp...
It was out of battery...
haha..

After the camp n dinner in lahad datu...
I'll post all of photos here!!

Lastly..
Merry Christmas!!!

p.s.: -I can't wait for the reunion dinner!!!!!!!!!!!
-I want to see all the changes of you guys!!!
-I hope my sick will recover IMMEDIATELY!!
If not... I must a hardship for me in the camp... URGH..

My New Spec~

Yea... friends...
i bought a new spec!!!!

It is Guess One....

haha....

Show u here!!!

Orange Jips!!!

Great!
Becuase my mum not in KK...
So i got reason to join our 2010 orange jips' orientation party!!!
Thats great!!

It was really fun...
Nowadays those children are not like us when we are junior 1 already...
They are super active and naughty...
haha...
I still remember how Siung not to let them to "rampas" the balloon...
That is.......
Sit on the pail that used to put balloons and water...
haha...
That will be a memory, Siung...

And a friend...
He wanted to throw the water balloon on people...
But...
He didn't want to get wet!!!
haha...
Friend, please...
If you want to play... Please enjoy it!!!!

haha....
the most unfogettable one is Britney!!!!
She fetch me home today!!!
Finally girl... u fetched me...
haha....

hey.. ya... xeer...
I never been fetched by you ho....
Must find a time ya... haha..

And the last 'finally' is...
I know how to shout orange house slogan.. haha..
That is..

Orange House~来咯！

橙军霸天下

无人能比勇夺冠

橙队气势耀全场

jip jip jip jip jip rasa oren!!!

Finally..

Finally 2 subjects left..
I'm going to change my spec tomorrow...
haha.. yea...

Chemistry and chinese~

So i'm quite free now... haha...

My spm art Kertas 2...

i did my spm art kertas 2 today for 3 hours ++..
haha... i did over time.....
really can't finish.. because it was too much for me to paint...
And i painted wrong something!!!!
haha... luckily i did some changes on it... just the colour darker a bit...
yea...

The happiest thing is... i and meng lai helped a friend again...
He really over too much time...
So when the teacher went out...
We asked 2 friends to guard us... (because the teacher went out.)
And... we started to help him paint in a very very fast speed..
Wakakaka...


really felt adventure..
haha...


well... let u guys take a look my art work...

Gratez and orange rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Congratulation to my class!!!!!

orange rocks!!!!!

金虎大将，来咯！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

Andd....

Jip JipJip JipJip rasa oren!!!!!!

Gratez my friends...

I felt sorry that i always "put aeroplane"...

I really want to make it...

But my mum keep nagging me...

Arh!!!

Haih...

Nevermind..

After Spm..

really...

I'll make it always...

Although i'm leaving TTSS next year..

Sorry!!!!

My Home PC back!!!!!!

Hey dear friend...

lets tell you guys a good news!!!!

My Home PC is back!!!!!

And... I didn't lost any my photos!!!

Haha.. You know?

I was so worried about the important photos will gone...

Now...

Haha...

Thats great enough...

Although this is a good news for me...

But..

It also might be a bad news for me....

Already 4 days left...

I hope I'll Not to touch the computer AGAIN...

Stressssssss is already begun in my brain now....

A month o....

How to over???

每一次当你在靠近..

每一次,每一次..
期待着一次一次的未来..
当有着一丝丝的希望时..
却将面对失败的挫折....

每个人都要面对着失败,
但失败永远都不会是成功之母..

所以失败只是考验不是一定会因此而成功的.

Where the Rainbow,
Where the Hope,
Once You dont catch it,
Then there will be None of the Hope.

离别的不舍

今天 ，
是沙巴崇正中学民乐团一年一度的欢送会。
欢送会的定义就是。。。
让团员们一起欢送高三们...

明年将离开乐团的我，
在当中，
真正能够体会离别的心情。

离别。。。
也许是我挣扎了很久的决定，
也许是我放手的那股勇气而做出的决定。。。
这当中的矛盾不是任何人都说的上来的。

现在的我，
已做出了选择。。
我必须要往前看。。
把这些离别的心情当作一项一项的考验。

今晚，
我是第一次参加欢送会的。
当然， 这也是我最后一次。

在这个晚上，
虽然我不是主角之一，
但我已足以能够体会离别的心情。
高三们，
我知道你们有对乐团说不完的话。
但我觉得，
也许这样也好，
让他们自己享受另一段精彩的乐团生活。

民乐的学弟妹们，
要好好珍惜在团内的日子。
你们永远都一定不会后悔的。

Holidays?! no...

14 days left.

What should i do?!

Although these 2 weeks are holidays for me..

But..I still haven't complete all my studies plan..

I've done half way...

But there are a lot of things controlling my time.

These 2 days..

I went to yayasan for taking care my babies..

Their school made their performance's rehearsal.

Now I'm here in my school library.

I wanna tell you guys a bad news...

That is...

My computer was ROSAK!!!!!

so... I cannot check anythings for a week i think....

But may be...

This is a good news for me...

Haha..

Because....

I can REALLY concentrate in my studies...

S2Xiao'09-Orphanage trip

This morning..

I went to Orphanage in Kundasang with my classmates and History class.

In photos,

I felt that they were very happy and appreciated..

Just now,

I chatted with a friend, my best friend.

he reminded me that a decision that i made last year.

That is.. I'll adopt a child from orphanage.

Yes..

I promise...

And i'll do it.

Results coming out TOMORROW!!!

Yea..

Tomorrow the results is coming out..

It is a bad day for me..

It will be a "deadline" of my life..

However the results..

yes!

I must accept it...

but...

I really don't have any confidence...

How?

I almost afraid of it..

God..

Please help me~~

Why study is tired

Today,

I went for revision in library alone.

I studied a long period,

about 10 a.m. to 4 p.m.

Now i know..

how alone feels,

how tiredness feels,

how stress feels.

After the revision,

I went for tuition.

My english tuition.

My teacher, Mr. Dawson told me this evening was the 2nd last tuition for me.

He took a photo of me and then he said he will post to facebook.

I hope i can get it.. My 1st and last photo at there.

After the tuition and dinner,

I went another tuition again.

BM tuition.

At there, i already wanted to exhaust...

Finally i'm home.

Good!

But i just realized that i got a things haven't done!

It's for the Junior 1 Intake things..

OMG......

Yea..

Tomorrow, I going to library again..

This time.. i asked some friends to go..

I hate loneliness..

SSSoo my friends,

Don't let me alone, ok?

Now my brother turn..

Yea..

This evening, my brother cooked a plate of vegetable for my family dinner~

There was no anyone to beg him or ask him to do it..

Just only my mum saw he was coming down and said

"弟弟啊，我懒惰煮哦，帮我炒菜 eh~"

And then my brother just went to kitchen and that time we all were sitting in the living room watching tv~

When we heard cooking sound~

We all shocked!

My mum asked me to take a look..

When i went there..

he said "走开eh!"

haha~

I lose now..

Even my brother knows how to cook..

Xeer.. aha!

Although i didn't take photo..

But.. Now my turn!!!

And.. Yes!!

I told you...

I'll find a husband who knows how to cook~

If i found Must tell you~

haha...

I want to learn how to cook SOON~

Shocked?! Studies...

Last night Seeling sent me a message..

I thought it was a forward message so i didn't read it..

But This morning i read it~ i shocked!!!!!!!

haiz....

In the end...

Nothing happened and it was just a forward message~

Omg..

I told Xeer she laughed at me... aiks...

Ning a.. Please don't send those message for me..

Really shocked~

This morning, i went to study again.

As usual, i studied until Xeer met me and lunch together.

Today Xeer brought jacket.

Because she got fever last night and there was really very cold.

We "curi curi" took photo when teachers not there...

haha~ thats it..

yea Xeer.. When you came...

Really study less...

Keep talking..

And..

I wanna to say sorry for James..

I know you are busy~

But..

Actually...

That was just a forward message..

Health

Oh My God..

My body is getting in trouble..

A week got 2 night vomit..

haiz.. what happen to me?!

I vomited just now again~

Don't know why..

See... can't sleep now...

I must make attention on what I'm going to eat everyday....

good luck for me~

I hate vomit~

S2Xiao'09-Last PE Lesson

S2Xiao!!

You guys let me got a memorably last PE lesson in TTSS..

This is our house captain next year~

Moses

Love you all!!!

文化大汇演

My sister!!

On 19 Sept 2009..

I attended a competition in Kian Kok Hall..

They were so many little girl on the stage dance nicely and happily..

haha...

Of course!

My sister also included...

Hopeless

Already 16th October 2009, 1.55 AM now...

I'm still here and posting this post~

I'm not feeling that study is enough for the exam...

Hopeless~

Add Maths, Chemistry, And Biology~

Really hard enough....

well...

Later is my last subject for The Mock Exam...

Physics...

Going back to study now..

Still left some form 4 chapters haven't done~

well....

Good Luck for me~

~Come back~

Heart~ Where are you?!

Please come back to me...

I need you for living...

Why don't you just let me keep alive for only a week again?

Only a week~

Please.......

Exam week

Study well and get a good result~

Concentrate~

Study Well...

If you get a GOOD results,

You are the people who choose where you want to study~

If you get a BAD results,

Thats poor...

College or university choose you!!!!

Yea~

I don't trust i Can't do it!

My Birthday

It's celebrated with my sister, Li Wan..

I had no feel...

But... that still my birthday cake that my mum bought for us...

So.. Here..

Happy Birthday To me~

My Exercise Day

Yea...

This evening i went for jogging and cycling at the playground in front of my house..

WoW~ so relax~

& tiredZzz...

I really long time have no cycling~~

haha..

The memory did appear in my mind~

Finally~

Finally.............

Friend... You did that~

I'm very happy that you had gained your courage to ask~

Although that he haven't given you a respond~

Never mind~

Just get a NEW life now~

Concentrate in study~

I'll Be with You~

Stress?!

Very afraid about my future~

Very afraid about my SPM~

Very afraid about my results~

Very afraid about my Lives~

How?!

Where should I start from??

I'm very suffering now~

I feel that i started got stress~

How?!